Confession

Now that I'm pregnant and showing I wont let my husband see me naked.

Confession

I sleep with the lights on because I'm scared of sleeping alone.

Confession

I wish it was me who had died and not you.

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I feel like he's going to find me wherever I go.

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I'm scared of drowning.

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I'm scared that even though I've stopped drinking now that I'll eventually relapse into old patterns.

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I can't wait for a day to come where I'll be able to really smile.

Confession

I like to scream as loud as I can when I'm home alone.

Confession

You say you want to be casual and then you act like you're my boyfriend. Make up your mind.

Confession

I hate when people assume that it's their right to know every little thing that happens in my life.

Confession

Sometimes I like to just drive for hours to clear my head.

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I wish I had my sister's perfect life.

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When I get down on myself I sometimes like to punch the wall until my hand bleeds.

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I think about the baby I lost every day...

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I hate when I see happy couples because it just makes me envious.

Confession

I hate that I let you lead me on.

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I hoped that you weren't a creep but I guess I was proven wrong.

Confession

I wonder about what I don't know about you.

Confession

Every time one of my plants dies I feel like I lost a friend.

Confession

Sometimes you just make my day, and other times you just ruin my day.

Confession

I hate that you never answer my calls yet you always expect me to drop everything to answer your calls.

Confession

I love knowing that you think of me at random moments during the day.

Confession

I'm divorcing you, I just haven't found the right way to tell you.

Confession

I don't like going to weddings because I hate shelling out the money for the gift.

Confession

You're beautiful in a way I can't quite explain. You're free, funny and wonderfully weird. You don't judge me and force me to act like someone I'm not. You're awesome. I love the way you laugh (and snort), the cheesy huge grin you give when you smile, the funny way you skip when run down the hall. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you, but I'll never get to tell you that. I'll never see you again, and it's killing me, 3 years later. I love you Joel.

Confession

I wish I wasn't born a blond so that I didn't have to grow up hearing dumb blond jokes.

Confession

Apparently you aren't the only one looking for a good time.

Confession

You've been warned I know how to play games just as well as you do.