Sunday, February 28, 2010

Confession

The day I move out will be the last day I speak to my father.

Confession

I wish I earned enough money to be able to really contribute to some of the charities I believe in. Nothing would give me more satisfaction.

Confession

I watched you get hit by a car, and even though you miraculously lived, the image of you getting hit by the car still haunts me at night.

Confession

I thought father's were supposed to protect their children, not hit them.

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Confession

My friend had an abortion and every time I look at her I just think of how she could kill her own child.

Confession

I'm counting down the days until I can hold you in my arms again.

Confession

It hurts that my life's circumstances are keeping us from being together, when I know you love me just as much as I do.

Confession

I've dreamed of our first kiss since the day we met 12 years ago, now if only that dream would become a reality.

Confession

When we were dating, I always wished I loved you as much as you loved me. Now that were not together, I can't stop thinking about you, and I wish you loved me as much as I love you.

Friday, February 26, 2010

Confession

I'm an atheist and I'm disappointed when I read judgmental confessions that suggest that atheists do not have morals or are selfish.

Confession

My mother has never said anything but I know that deep down she's always wished she could have gone to school and become a doctor, which is why she's always reading medical books.

Confession

Sometimes you surprise me by saying just the right thing...and then you say something else and ruin the moment.

Confession

I hate when people think it's so hilarious if someone believes in God and actually goes to church. What happened to the times when people actually had morals and cared about something other than themselves?

Confession

I wish that there was some stability in our relationship, I'm sick of this spontaneous drama.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Confession

Sometimes I scare myself with how angry that I can sometimes get.

Confession

I regret letting my father dictate my life to me when I was younger. If I had the courage to stand up to him I could have been a lawyer now, like I always dreamed.

Confession

People don't know that I'm dyslexic and they have no idea how hard I have to study in school compared to them in order to do well in my classes.

Confession

Is it weird that I feel closer to my dead great uncle who I only met twice, than I do to any of the living people in my life?

Confession

I'm embarrassed to exercise in front of other people so the only time I exercise is when I'm home alone.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Confession

I wish you would pay as much attention to us, your kids as you do to strangers.

Confession

I feel like I would be able to love you more if you were sick.

Confession

I hate that my life is always decided by outside events, can't I ever just make my own decisions?

Confession

I wish it didn't hurt so much to love you.

Confession

Sometimes I miss you so much that I can't breathe and I just break down into tears.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Confession

Why do I always have time for stupid insignificant things, but for important things I seem to always have anything but time.

Confession

All I want is some support and encouragement, is it so much to ask for?

Confession

Thank you for fighting for me when I didn't even know what to fight for.

Confession

You have no idea how much it hurts when you leave me waiting for days without calling me back.

Monday, February 22, 2010

Confession

Why am I the one who always has to tell you every little detail of my life, and you don't even tell me where you're going when you go out, let alone who you're with?!

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I used to dye my hair really often and so it slowly started to thin and weaken, and eventually slowly started to fall out. Now I wear lots of extensions so that no one notices anything different.

Confession

All this injustice is really killing me deep down.

Confession

I wish I lived in another country, somewhere where I might fit in...

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Confession

Why do I always realize things when it's already too late?

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I wish I felt about you the way that I used to, when my heart would leap at the mention of your name.

Confession

Next time you mess with me I'll make you regret being born.

Confession

Why do you always have to be so insensitive, we're supposed to be your kids, doesn't that mean anything?

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Confession

Why do I feel like I'm always putting in the same amount of work and effort as everyone around me, yet I seem to be the only one who hasn't found success yet?

Confession

I just found out I'm pregnant and I'm ecstatic. The father is a man I've been in love with for years, and although we aren't exclusively dating, I know he will want us to be together when he finds out about the baby.

Confession

Sometimes my emotional shifts make we wonder if I'm bi-polar...

Confession

I wish it didn't hurt so much to breath.

Friday, February 19, 2010

Confession

I love him but I feel like if parts of him were different that I'd be able to love him more.

Confession

I'm such a procrastinator that I haven't slept in days, and I feel like I might collapse at any moment.

Confession

I keyed my most obnoxious professor's car the other day. When he told us about it in class I smiled contently to myself.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Confession

I wish you would grow up and stop being immature, then maybe we would actually have a chance.

Confession

I hate my mailman so when it snows I purposely don't clean it so that he can get annoyed.

Confession

I want to get a divorce but I am financially dependent on my husband and I don't have any job prospects.

Confession

My house almost caught fire while I was trying to burn pictures of you. Even when I'm trying to erase you from my life you cause problems for me.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Confession

Your words tare me apart...even to this day.

Confession

Why was I certain of us for so many years but now less than 2 months after marrying you I find myself wondering if I made the biggest mistake of my life.

Confession

My wife is always maxing out her visa card, so the other day I cut up her card and threw it away without her knowing. When she noticed it was missing I told her she must have lost it. At least until she gets a replacement card she'll have to limit her shopping.

Confession

I hate that I keep letting you hurt me, and I know I have no one to blame but myself...

Confession

Why is it always when I think that I have everything figured out that something always has to go wrong?

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Confession

I wish we didn't always have to fight, because I love you more than anything.

Confession

My family wants me to have an arranged marriage and so they don't let me date, but what they don't know is that I've been seeing this guy that I've fallen madly in love with.

Confession

I wish I could cook, because I'm scared that once you realize I can't cook that you'll leave me...

Confession

I hate how you don't know how to have fun and don't even let me tell me joke or laugh without giving me a dirty look and telling me how immature I am.

Confession

I regret choosing to move away for my job promotion. I realized now that nothing is worth more than waking up beside you.

Monday, February 15, 2010

Confession

Why am I the weird one for not wanting to eat meat on Clean Monday?

Confession

I see you on TV everyday and I wish that I could meet someone like you.

Confession

I've never felt prouder to be Canadian in my life.

Confession

I wish I was a doctor so I could work with Down Syndrome and Cerebral Palsy kids.

Confession

Sometimes I wonder if I really have anything to give to the world.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Confession

I wish I could be an athlete so the world would look at me and cheer in support.

Confession

Every time I hear about someone dying it reminds me of how precious life is.

Confession

I am going to spend this Valentine's Day flirting with every chick possible. Hopefully that will help me forget about my ex.

Confession

I go to the movies every Saturday because I know the cutest guy will be working the concessions stand.

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Confession

You always make us split the bill, and I'm hoping that on Valentine's Day you pull out your wallet and take care of the ENTIRE bill, or I might have to find someone who isn't a cheapskate, especially on Valentine's Day.

Confession

The only reason I hang out with you is because I have no one else to go out with and I sometimes I just have to get out of the house or I'll go crazy.

Confession

Every time we make plans to go out you always end up bringing along someone else, and it makes me wonder why you even bother going out with me, if you find it so boring that you need someone else to come with you.

Confession

I hate how you always have to drink wine to open up.

Confession

For years I've had to hide my feelings and act like I don't love you. I can't hide it anymore. It hurts too much to be around you now or even to talk to you, when all I want to do is hold you and touch you, but can't.

Friday, February 12, 2010

Confession

I lost my math textbook last week and I don't have the 80$ needed to get a new one so I stole a textbook from a kid in my class.

Confession

I secretly hate how multicultural my country has become.

Confession

Is it too much to ask for some happiness in life?

Confession

I used to work in a greeting card store and every year the lineup on Valentine's Day would be miles long, and even minutes before closing people would be running into the store. Now whenever Valentine's Day comes around it just reminds me of what asses most people for wait until a few hours before Valentine's day is over in order to buy a card for their partner.

Confession

Valentine's day just reminds me how fast the years are passing, and how I still haven't gotten married.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Confession

I hate that my father doesn't know how to speak and he always has to yell when he's talking.

Confession

My son is gay and I'm so ashamed when people ask if he's married, and I have no idea how to answer.

Confession

I work as a cashier and whenever someone with a kid comes to the register I look to see if they have a wedding ring, or not.

Confession

She went behind my back, so I don't feel guilty at all about going behind hers. When she throws shit fits about it I feel like screaming at her and telling her it's what she should have expected.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Confession

It may have taken me 30 years to realize that everyone is alone in the world.

Confession

I just got married and I feel suffocated by the forever that now looms over my head.

Confession

The only reason I'm still with you is because I remember how we were in the beginning of our relationship and I hope that we will some day be like that again.

Confession

I don't know if there's something wrong with me but I intentionally seek out emotional pain.

Confession

I've secretly been gambling for a few months and recently I lost some money and I've been trying desperately to hide it from my wife, but I don't know how much longer I can keep her from finding out.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Confession

I regret deleting your phone number out of anger, because now I want to call you more than anything and I have no way to find your numbers. So I wait, hoping that I might be lucky enough for you to call.

Confession

My family is very proud to be black but I secretly wish that I was European more than anything.

Confession

I love my best friend but it hurts that she always has to compete with me for everything.

Confession

Ever since my fiancé left me standing at the alter I haven't left my house out of shame.

Confession

During the day I work as a counselor trying to help people work through their problems and find happiness, but I spend my nights sobbing endlessly, unable to find my own happiness.

Monday, February 8, 2010

Confession

I searched through my 14 year old brother's garbage can because I thought he might be having sex.

Confession

I hate that you've always been there for me but I can't be there for you when you need me most.

Confession

Whenever you don't call me my head runs wild with ideas of where you could be and what you could be doing.

Confession

I hate how you always treat me like I'm stupid just because you're smarter than me.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Confession

Why do you always have to be gone for me to realize how much time I wasted when we were together?

Confession

I'm convinced that some people's lives just aren't meant to work out in the end.

Confession

I wish I loved you as much you love me.

Confession

I hate that you think I'm stupid and that I wouldn't figure out that you're lying when you tell me you have to cancel our plans because you have work or school and then I see you out with other people.

Confession

When no one's around I pretend that I'm a singer and that I'm performing.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Confession

I hate that I always have to make plans for us to get together.

Confession

I thought I would never have an affair, but that was before I met him.

Confession

Every time I make you cry I hurt just as much, because it's the last thing I would ever want is to bring you to tears.

Confession

I hate you for everything you've made me suffer over the years.

Confession

I just found out my brother is gay and I don't know how to tell my parents.

Friday, February 5, 2010

Confession

I feel ashamed that I can't provide enough for my girlfriend for her not to have to work.

Confession

Every time you hold me in your arms I think of how I betrayed you when I cheated on you.

Confession

I only learned to cook so that I could impress you.

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I want more than anything to have children, but I just found out that I'm infertile...

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Confession

I wish I had never started cutting myself because now it seems impossible to stop...

Confession

The reason I take pictures when I'm out is so that I can have a reminder of the happy moments in my life, to lift me up when I'm depressed.

Confession

All I want is to be with you but now that you're getting married I know it will never happen...

Confession

Life is so confusing that I sometimes feel like it's not worth all the pressure.

Confession

I'd hook up with him so she knows what it's like to be stabbed in the back.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Confession

I get sick so often that it feels like life is worthless and it sometimes makes me suicidal.

Confession

The reason I blog is because I don't have any friends to talk to about my life.

Confession

I'm scared that if I tell someone you've been abusing me that you'll find out and come after me.

Confession

I would love to be a stripper but I live in a small town and there's no way I could do it without my family finding out.

Confession

I hit a car while backing out of a parking lot last week, and drove away quickly so that no one would see me. Every day I'm scared the police will show up on my door and arrest me.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Confession

My friend crashed my computer and wouldn't pay for the repair even after I told him 100 times. Last week when I was at his house I downloaded a bunch of programs and songs from random sites so that he would get a virus. He told me yesterday that his computer has been acting weird the last few days and that he has to get it repaired. That's enough reimbursement for me.

Confession

When I used to work in retail, if a customer was really rude I would give them back less change.

Confession

I just found out that a girl in my class had her twin write her math exam for her.

Confession

My family is racist and I hate it. They have no idea that ever since the earthquake in Haiti I've secretly donated $100.

Confession

Even though my best friend is fat there's still nothing that disgusts me more than seeing fat people eat.

Monday, February 1, 2010

Confession

Nothing bothers me more than when my friend who dresses like a tomboy most of time always dresses like a slut with her boobs ready to put out of her top whenever my boyfriend's around.

Confession

My best friend's boyfriend has been hitting on me recently and I don't know what to do. I don't want to hurt her by telling her and if I do tell her I'm scared that she might not believe me and think that I had tried to seduce him.

Confession

You have no idea that everyday I wish it was me who was married to your husband.

Confession

Never before have I fallen for someone who is married. But your intelligence, compassion, and talent have enthralled me. If you reached out your hand, I would fall into your arms.