Saturday, August 14, 2010

Confession

Now that I'm pregnant and showing I wont let my husband see me naked.

Friday, August 13, 2010

Confession

I sleep with the lights on because I'm scared of sleeping alone.

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Confession

I wish it was me who had died and not you.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Confession

I feel like he's going to find me wherever I go.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Confession

I'm scared of drowning.

Monday, August 9, 2010

Confession

I'm scared that even though I've stopped drinking now that I'll eventually relapse into old patterns.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Confession

I can't wait for a day to come where I'll be able to really smile.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Confession

I like to scream as loud as I can when I'm home alone.

Confession

You say you want to be casual and then you act like you're my boyfriend. Make up your mind.

Confession

I hate when people assume that it's their right to know every little thing that happens in my life.

Friday, August 6, 2010

Confession

Sometimes I like to just drive for hours to clear my head.

Confession

I wish I had my sister's perfect life.

Confession

When I get down on myself I sometimes like to punch the wall until my hand bleeds.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Confession

I think about the baby I lost every day...

Confession

I hate when I see happy couples because it just makes me envious.

Confession

I hate that I let you lead me on.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Confession

I hoped that you weren't a creep but I guess I was proven wrong.

Confession

I wonder about what I don't know about you.

Confession

Every time one of my plants dies I feel like I lost a friend.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Confession

Sometimes you just make my day, and other times you just ruin my day.

Confession

I hate that you never answer my calls yet you always expect me to drop everything to answer your calls.

Confession

I love knowing that you think of me at random moments during the day.

Monday, August 2, 2010

Confession

I'm divorcing you, I just haven't found the right way to tell you.

Confession

I don't like going to weddings because I hate shelling out the money for the gift.

Confession

You're beautiful in a way I can't quite explain. You're free, funny and wonderfully weird. You don't judge me and force me to act like someone I'm not. You're awesome. I love the way you laugh (and snort), the cheesy huge grin you give when you smile, the funny way you skip when run down the hall. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you, but I'll never get to tell you that. I'll never see you again, and it's killing me, 3 years later. I love you Joel.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Confession

I wish I wasn't born a blond so that I didn't have to grow up hearing dumb blond jokes.

Confession

Apparently you aren't the only one looking for a good time.

Confession

You've been warned I know how to play games just as well as you do.