Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Confession

I regret not telling my grandmother I loved her enough when she was still alive.

Confession

Why is that I need you the most when you're the farthest away.

Confession

I feel like I might go crazy if I read another textbook page.

Confession

I wish you didn't always make me cry.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Confession

I've been diagnosed with cancer and I'm only 25. I feel like my life is over before it even began...

Confession

I wish we didn't have to live so far apart.

Confession

My grandmother left me in charge or taking care of her favorite plant while she went on vacation for a month. Somehow I managed to kill the plant within a week, so I bought another one to replace it, and she thankfully never figured it out.

Confession

I left work early to prepare a surprise for you, because I decided I was ready to propose to you. I'll never forget walking into the house only to find you with another man. At least I saved myself the embarrassment of proposing.

Monday, March 29, 2010

Confession

Every time I see a baby it just reminds me of the fact that I can't have children, and the feeling I had when I first found out comes over me all over again.

Confession

I wish that I could love you the way that you love me.

Confession

It hurts to know what I could have had, and realize that I have no one to blame but myself, for throwing it all away.

Confession

I hate being Asian. I wish I was White. I feel like if I was White, more people would like me.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Confession

I hate that you made me fall in love with you. I feel like I'm settling for you now, but now I'm too afraid to break up with you because I don't know if I'll ever find love again.

Confession

I wish more than anything that you were mine, and that you were here with me, and not her.

Confession

Why is it so hard to find someone to count on?

Confession

I secretly love it when guys whistle at me because it makes me feel sexy.

Confession

I wish we could hang out just the two of us all the time, without someone always interrupting.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Confession

Yesterday I saw my friend almost die of alcohol poisoning. I realize now that getting drunk is not worth almost dying.

Confession

I wish I could live with you so that I could see that little baby every day.

Confession

I wish I had met you before I was married, then maybe my life would have been different, better.

Confession

Every time I finally think I'm over you, I run into you somewhere and realize once again that I haven't even started to get over you...

Friday, March 26, 2010

Confession

I wish I had filed a lawsuit against him when I still had the chance.

Confession

I'm in love with my best friend's brother. He's married. My best friend doesn't know that I'm in love with him. We talked for hours and I think he's my soul mate. Talk about dilemmas.

Confession

More than anything, I want a relationship with God. I'm just afraid I won't be good enough, that this relationship will die just like every other I've had in my life.

Confession

Sometimes I think of running away, just to see if anyone would come looking...

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Confession

I wish I hadn't joined the army all those years ago. If I hadn't I'd probably still have my right leg...

Confession

I know you don't see it, but deep-down I really do love you. I always have.

Confession

I'm scared that my past will catch up to me one day.

Confession

I hate that you never take my side, even when you know I'm right.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Confession

I wish I was blessed with a beauty that would allow me to have any man I wanted, like the lucky few.

Confession

I wish I still loved you but I don't and no matter how much it hurts I have to let go and move forward.

Confession

I always listen to your facebook song posts, and pretend that you're posting them for me.

Confession

I've always been able to read people, until you came along...I think your complexity is why I've fallen so hard for you.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Confession

I'd give anything to have another minute with you.

Confession

If I go too long without anything bad happening in my life, I feel like I need to put myself in a painful situation to make up for it.

Confession

Every time I look at my scars I'm reminded of you and what you put me through.

Confession

I'm scared I'll never get married because I always end up falling out of love with guys after a few years and I don't want to marry someone I'm not in love with.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Confession

I hate that I let you convince me you were a nice sweet guy when you were just looking to use me.

Confession

You have no idea that half the time I fake my orgasms.

Confession

You have no idea that I cry myself to sleep every night because of you.

Confession

I don't know why you always have to be so insensitive.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Confession

I hate that you took advantage of me when you knew that I was drunk. Now I know what kind of creep you are.

Confession

The way you treat me makes me wish I was numb all over.

Confession

Sometimes I wish I wasn't born.

Confession

Don't hate on me just because I know how to have a good time.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Confession

I lied and said I had a boyfriend, but the truth is I just wanted you to have a good enough reason to stay away for good.

Confession

I had an abortion a few months ago and every time I see my cousin and her adorable baby, I feel guilty because I know I made the worst decision of my life.

Confession

I hate that you don't make me feel comfortable enough to tell you my problems, when you're supposed to be my best friend.

Confession

I wish I was a pathetic wimpy loser like you so I could get pity-dates from people that already promised to go with someone else.

Friday, March 19, 2010

Confession

I hate that I let you lead me on for all those years. I feel stupid for being so blinded by your charming ways.

Confession

I regret saying no to you when you proposed to me. If I had another chance I would say yes without hesitation.

Confession

I hate how obsessed you are with protein shakes and gaining muscle mass. I'm scared that you'll wake up one day with a health problem because of it.

Confession

Every day I wish my mother wouldn't have given me up for adoption all those years ago.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Confession

When I saw the blood running down your face I thought I'd lost you forever, that's when I realized I couldn't live without you...

Confession

I called children's aid and reported that my dad physically abuses me. He has no idea who alerted them and all I can think is that this might finally save me from him.

Confession

I need to let go of my security blanket and break free.

Confession

Why does life always get worse just when you feel that it really can't get any worse?

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Confession

I think I might have caught an STD from my boyfriend and I'm freaking out. I don't know what to do or who to tell.

Confession

I'm too young to legally go to clubs so sometimes I secretly take some alcohol from my parents liquor cabinet and pop on some headphones and listen to my music full blast.

Confession

I pretend that I have no problem with my daughter marrying an Asian, but the truth is I'm praying that their relationship doesn't last.

Confession

I hate how you think you can control everything, including me.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Confession

I've been fantasizing about you for months now, and I'm finally ready to make my move.

Confession

My mother gave me up for adoption when I wasn't even 3 years old, now that I'm 15 she decided she wants me back. Maybe she should have thought of that when she gave me up. It's just too damn late for that now.

Confession

This injustice is just driving me crazy, I think I might just lose it one of these days.

Confession

I wish you were here and that we could just make love all day long.

Monday, March 15, 2010

Confession

All I want is a little freedom to make my own decisions, it is my life after all.

Confession

You think I'm scared to have sex with you because I'm a virgin but the truth is I was raped a few years ago.

Confession

When are we going to cut the hugs and kisses and get to the real stuff?

Confession

It hurts to end things, but I know that if we're meant to be we'll find each other again.

Confession

Every time you call me I'm reminded of why we broke up. I just can't take your neediness.

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Confession

I feel like you're always waiting for me to screw up.

Confession

The difference between you and I is that I actually know how to enjoy life.

Confession

Sometimes my emotions take over me and I feel like I have no control over my life.

Confession

All I want is to fall madly in love, is that so selfish?

Confession

Sometimes this confusion just makes me want to start hitting my head against the wall.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Confession

Why do you always try to threaten me with money, as if it's the only thing I care about.

Confession

I hate when we sit to watch TV and you spend the whole time criticizing everyone.

Confession

I hate when I spent time cooking a nice dinner for you and you come home drunk and fall asleep right away without even talking to me.

Confession

You told her you wish you could have something like she has with me (though we're just friends), because there's excitement there and you have nothing. Do you have any idea how badly I want to tell you that I want what you and her have, because I can see how much you love her and long for her. I can see how upset you are when you two are fighting or something. We walked by her at lunch, and I watched your face... I nearly cried. I'll never have something like that with you.

Friday, March 12, 2010

Confession

I'm a guy and I secretly listen to the Jonas Brothers.

Confession

I wish you would notice me, and give me your attention.

Confession

I love my wife but I know that deep down she looks down on me because I don't have a university degree like she does.

Confession

I've always been confident around men, even ones I've had feelings for, but for some reason you seem to make me completely nervous, and I don't know how to react.

Confession

I'm pregnant and I don't know who the father is, I've been trying to get something with DNA on it from my boyfriend, in order to send it and see if it's a match, without him knowing.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Confession

I regret letting my fear of rejection keep me from telling you how much I love you.

Confession

I love how you spit out lies like there's no tomorrow and you think that just because other people fall for your crap that I will too. Sorry to break it to you but that's not happening.

Confession

I hate how my sister always has to compete with me, and she can't just for once be a normal supportive sister.

Confession

Every time I watch TV and see people in passionate relationships I wish that we were still infatuated and in love with each other like we were in the beginning.

Confession

Every night I pray that you won't come home, it's the only hope I have that the abuse will stop.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Confession

I can never get up in the morning no matter how much I've slept, sometimes I end up sleeping 15 hours as a result and it's disrupting my whole life.

Confession

I hate that it takes my girlfriend an hour to make a decision no matter how simple it is.

Confession

I'm happy in my relationship and never check out other guys but every time I see this one guy I'm always tempted to cheat.

Confession

Why do you always make me question my feelings?

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Confession

Every time my daughter gets out of my sight, even for a second, I'm scared to death that something could happen to her.

Confession

My ex broke up with me a few months ago, and he hasn't changed his email password, so sometimes I like to go on his account just so that I can feel close to him.

Confession

Sometimes I cry so hard that I feel like I'm suffocating because it's so hard for me to breathe.

Confession

Why is it so taboo for me to make a sexual joke, just because I'm a female?

Confession

I get these butterflies every time I think you, I've never had this feeling before, it sometimes scares me...

Monday, March 8, 2010

Confession

I regret ever even thinking that I could give up my daughter for adoption.

Confession

I cheated on you just so that we would be even.

Confession

People think I'm so confident but they have no idea that I'm scared to death to make a presentation at a conference this week, in front of 2000 people.

Confession

I know that infomercials are meant to sell things and that they are more hype than real, but every time I watch an infomercial I always seem to fall for their ads and end up buying something which always ends up not working.

Confession

I lost my left leg in a car accident last summer and I haven't told anyone outside my family. I just tell people that I broke my leg and had it in a cast for a few months and that I walk oddly because my muscles are atrophied. I'm too scared that people will judge me if they know the truth.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Confession

Even though you broke the glass on my leg by accident, I still resent you for the pain and scarring I've had to go through.

Confession

I caught my teacher looking at porn the other day. He has no idea that I saw him.

Confession

I guess you can tell you have a loving family when your parents forget your birthday.

Confession

When I saw you holding that knife while you yelled at me, I was scared to death that you were going to use it.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Confession

I regret letting you seduce me when I was drunk.

Confession

My wife thinks men who cook are gay and she has no idea that before we met I used to always cook for myself...

Confession

I've always wanted to dye my hair red but after having thinning of my hair a few years ago after getting a lot of highlights I'm worried that if I dye my hair I could get bald patches.

Confession

I wish we were like normal couples and fought at least some times.

Confession

I'm fascinated and interested by the guys who I don't have sex with more than the ones I do. I know this is because I talk more to them, and respect the ones who won't have sex with me because they aren't driven by their dicks.

Friday, March 5, 2010

Confession

Since you don't know who I am I'll just tell you happy birthday from here, anonymously.

Confession

I can't believe you would deny taking money from my wallet when I saw doing it. I guess now I know how much you respect me.

Confession

Every time I hear your voice I want to rip out my hair and scream.

Confession

I love you more than anything, if only I had the courage to tell you.

Confession

I thought I would regret cheating on you, but I don't, I feel exhilarated.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

confession

People make fun of me because I'm fat but they have no idea that food is the only real friend I have.

Confession

I've contemplated suicide a few times, but after seeing Marie Osmund grieving for her son, as well as his friend, I know that I could never hurt my family like that, no matter how hard life gets sometimes.

Confession

Why do I have to be labeled a slut just because I live my life to the fullest and want to know that when I die I had fun while I was alive.

Confession

Sometimes I stay up late at night hoping that you might send me a late night love text message like you sometimes do.

Confession

I fantasize about my professor often. He is married, but that does not seem to bother me. I stayed after class and seduced him. It was amazing.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Confession

No one knows that I'm more afraid of being alone than anything else.

Confession

I used to think I made the best decision by staying with you, but now I'm starting to wonder.

Confession

Why is it that my family members are the only people who can't understand me, is it really so difficult?

Confession

I waited for you for an hour like an idiot. I've never felt more humiliated in my life.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Confession

I support you and your career, but why is it so hard for you to do the same?

Confession

We were great together, but that was then and now we've gone our separate ways and it hurts every time I see you with your new girlfriend, only weeks after our break up.

Confession

I don't know why its so hard for you to see that she's not the one for you.

Confession

I hate that I can't be there for your first birthday since we've been dating...you have no idea how much it hurts me.

Monday, March 1, 2010

Confession

How could you leave me when you knew I was pregnant? Does your child and everything we built over the years mean nothing to you?

Confession

It's already March and I still haven't started my New Years resolution...

Confession

I hate how you act all high and mighty when you're the most racist person ever.

Confession

My parents kicked me out of the house so I've been living at my friend's house for the past week.