Monday, May 31, 2010

Confession

I hate when I get excited hearing my phone ring only to find out that it's a wrong number and not someone who wanted to talk to me...

Confession

I wish I hadn't told you I have cancer, because now I feel like all you do is look at me and wonder if I'll still be here tomorrow.

Confession

I secretly wish that everyone was Christian so that the world would be more peaceful.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Confession

You put so much pressure on me that I just feel like I'm always a failure.

Confession

I'm scared that even with all the tutoring my parents are paying for I still won't be able to make it into university...

Confession

I wish had had the chance to know my parents and experience real unconditional love.

Confession

You inspire me in a way no one else ever has and ever will.

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Confession

I wish I could turn back time and become a child again when the biggest problems were skinned knees.

Confession

You have no idea that what I'm really scared of most is getting hurt.

Confession

I cry myself to sleep every night thinking of what you must be going through right now.

Confession

I hate that you don't care enough to walk me home at night, even though you only live a few blocks away.

Friday, May 28, 2010

Confession

I'm sick of constantly hearing rumors about me, I wish I had someone else's life.

Confession

I hate that you think I'm spoiled when you don't even know me.

Confession

I try to think of other things but all that keeps coming to mind is how you took your own life...

Confession

I hate when guys wear thong sandals, it's the biggest turn off.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Confession

I hate that people always doubt me, I'm waiting for the day that I make them regret ever doubting me.

Confession

I hate that all you do is sit around and watch TV all day, what is it going to take to motivate you to actually live?

Confession

I cut my hair but my boyfriend hates short hair, so I've been wearing a wig around him, and he has no idea.

Confession

I've been accepted at a medical school, but my family has no idea. I want to wait until I graduate and then surprise them with the news.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Confession

I hate that I can never get the words "I love you" out to my mother, even though she is the greatest person in my life.

Confession

I feel like I want the cake and to eat it as well. I want to keep my boyfriend, but I also want to be able to see other guys.

Confession

I prefer my vibrator to my boyfriend. It gets the job done quicker and it's bigger.

Confession

My ex-girlfriend from high school just told me that we have a daughter together who's 20 now. I hate that she kept me from getting to see my daughter grow up by not telling me sooner.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Confession

I hate that my husband wants me to change my last name and can't understand that I am an individual and that I can chose keep my individual identity.

Confession

I wish you would look at me the way you look at her.

Confession

You have the power to make me the happiest and saddest. I just hoped you'd choose the first.

Confession

I'm five months pregnant and although I've been able to hide it with baggy clothes so far, I have no idea how I'm going to be able to hide it when my belly is bulging out.

Monday, May 24, 2010

Confession

I'm having surgery this week and I'm getting even more nervous as the date approaches.

Confession

I hate that you always criticize my family like as if your family is perfect.

Confession

I think I might be pregnant but I'm scared to do a pregnancy test because if the answer is yes that it'll be for certain...

Confession

I hate that you don't care about anyone but yourself.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Confession

I wish you hadn't died before I got the chance to tell you how much I love you.

Confession

My husband has no idea that he's not the father of our newborn baby girl.

Confession

I hate that you always invite me to go out last minute, like I'm a last resort.

Confession

I hate that you only talk to me when you need something.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Confession

I hate that you never understand what is appropriate and what is inappropriate, and always tell me things that are out of line.

Confession

I wish I could tell you how I truly feel. How deep down I hate you, but I keep my feelings in check because I know it would hurt you too much to hear the truth.

Confession

I heard my neighbor screaming the other day and I think her husband might be abusing her because I've seen her with bruises in the past. I don't know if I should something to her or call the police.

Confession

I hate that you never let me stay mad you. It's healthy to be mad sometimes, why don't you get that?

Friday, May 21, 2010

Confession

You are making me do crazy things which I've never done before. If only you knew.

Confession

Sometimes I make myself cry just so that I can feel alive.

Confession

I wish I could do something to get your boyfriend out of your life for good. All he does it hurt you, and I don't know why you can't see that.

Confession

When I see friends who are so close they are like siblings I can't help but wish I had a friendship like that.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Confession

I've become obsessed with you, even looking up company employees lists to try and find you.

Confession

I regret not repairing my relationship with my mother when I still had the chance. Now I visit her grave and have conversations with her that I imagine we would have had if we had made up when she was still alive.

Confession

I regret not approaching you when I had the chance, now all I can think of is how I lost my chance.

Confession

I don't want to have kids and I don't know how to bring up the subject with my fiance because I know he wants to have kids.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Confession

I hate that you ignore my call and then answer 10 minutes later when someone else calls you.

Confession

No matter how hard I try not to talk to you, I seem to somehow always end up picking up the phone and dialling you...

Confession

I can still feel your breath against my neck every time I go to sleep, even though I know you're gone...

Confession

I overheard my mother talking with her sister about how my dad might not be the father of my brother. I'm still in shock and I don't know what to do or who to talk to.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Confession

Sometimes people think I'm a bitch because I push people away and don't let people get close to me, but it's just because I'm scared of getting close to someone and then being disappointed and hurt when they eventually leave.

Confession

Sometimes when I'm out in public I feel like people can see all my secrets simply by looking at me.

Confession

Sometimes I feel so strong that I even surprise myself, and then at times I feel like the weakest person ever, and I try to hide it from the world.

Confession

Sometimes I wish something tragic would happen in my life so that I would actually have a reason to feel hopeless.

Monday, May 17, 2010

Confession

I fell like all the secrets I hold inside me are going to make me just explode one day, but I have no one in my life to open up to.

Confession

While you told me how much you loved me all I could think about was how I cheated on you.

Confession

I never told you how much I sacrificed for you and for us to be together. I guess you'll never know now.

Confession

I wish I knew what you think of first thing in the morning...

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Confession

I caught my dad looking at porn and now that's all I see when I look at him.

Confession

Every time I hear police sirens I'm scared that they're coming for me.

Confession

I hate that you still think you can tell me what to do, even though I'm almost 50.

Confession

Even though it's been 10 years, I'm still waiting for you to come back to me, I think I always will be...

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Confession

I'm stuck between two guys I'm dating and I have no idea who and how to choose.

Confession

I found a sexual text message on my mother's phone from another woman. She never told us that she was a lesbian and I have no idea how to bring up the subject with her.

Confession

I found out that my boyfriend cheated on me so I cheated on him as well to get back at him. He has no idea and it feel great to have the upper hand for once.

Confession

I hate that all you ever do is talk about other people, yet you never look at your own life.

Friday, May 14, 2010

Confession

I'm secretly jealous of my best friend and have been trying to seduce her current boyfriend.

Confession

I wish you could just open up and learn to trust, at least trust me. We've been together for 2 years, how long will it take before you can trust me?

Confession

I know you don't think that I remember, but I remember everything, I remember us and everything we ever lived.

Confession

I know you're just trying to be kind, but I never grew up in that kind of environment and the only I know how to react is negatively.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Confession

I wish I could travel the world and live a little before settling down and having a family.

Confession

You think you can just ignore me and that I'll be there waiting when you decide to come back. When you come back I'm going to be long gone.

Confession

Every time I look at my son I think of how close I was to having an abortion. I feel guilty for even contemplating having an abortion.

Confession

I'm gay but my parents have no idea. I don't think I'll ever be able to tell them, I know it would destroy them.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Confession

I hate people who think that being a nationalist is a bad thing. Why does loving my country make me a bad person?

Confession

Sometimes my family is so weird I feel like my life is a reality show.

Confession

I wish you could just be direct with me for once in my life.

Confession

Every time you ask me personal questions I just get this creepy chill down my back.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Confession

Why can't you just leave well enough alone?

Confession

I know you don't like me but I'm hoping that if we spend time together and I flirt with you that you might change your mind.

Confession

I want you to pick. If you want me then want me if you don't then don't, because I am not going to want something I can't have. You make the first moves not me. You're scared but newsflash, so am I! Now if only I had the guts to tell you this...

Confession

I know you could have been better and sweeter to me. Why is it, then, when I am with an amazing perfect guy, all I think of is you?

Monday, May 10, 2010

Confession

I'm scared that your habits will get you killed, and I don't even want to think about how I would be able to live without you.

Confession

I'm prettier than your ex and our personalities match so why do you keep running back to your ex?

Confession

I wish we could have met at different points in our lives.

Confession

Just talking to you and knowing that you thought of me at least once in your day is enough to make me smile all day.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Confession

I hate that you always call me when I tell you that I'll be busy.

Confession

In my dreams we are always together and everything is perfect.

Confession

I don't know how much longer I can wait, my patience is running out.

Confession

I hate that you cloud my mind so much that I can't think straight.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Confession

I'm sick of trying, it's just becoming unbearable.

Confession

If only I could live in my dreams, because it seems like the only way I am ever with you.

Confession

I hate that you always choose others over me, even though I'm the only one who really loves you.

Confession

If only you knew that you have the power to make my day or ruin it, with the slightest thing you say and do.

Friday, May 7, 2010

Confession

If only you really knew the real me.

Confession

I don't understand what he has to do to you for you to stop running back and forgiving him.

Confession

No matter what I say you just always seem to hear what you want.

Confession

So after you've broken my heart you're finally noticing me. I hope I have the same chance to hurt you.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Confession

I wish I was the smart and attractive one in my family maybe they'd actually pay me some attention then.

Confession

Ever since I met him last week I just can't seem to get him off my mind.

Confession

I feel like the past is keeping me from moving forward, and I just don't know what to do to break free.

Confession

I wish I hadn't found out about your affair, at least I'd still be happy, even if it was all a lie.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Confession

I feel like I'm finally able to love myself for who I am, and the way I am.

Confession

I'm finally ready to let go and move on.

Confession

I hate that you can't accept what I tell you and you always have to make things harder than they are.

Confession

I'm counting down the days until I can see you again.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Confession

I'm scared of living on my own, and even the thought of living alone for a few days is giving me anxiety.

Confession

Every time you remind me that we're just friends and nothing more, it kills me inside a little more.

Confession

I'm scared of moving forward into the unknown but I know I can't go back.

Confession

I wish I didn't have to hurt you, but there's no other way.

Monday, May 3, 2010

Confession

I hate the fact that my boyfriend who's 25 has never worked a day in his life. I don't know if I can be with him anymore if he doesn't find a job.

Confession

I feel like I need to make mistakes in order to learn from them, and you just can't understand that.

Confession

I feel like if we stay together I'll be settling.

Confession

I wish you hadn't changed and that you were still the person I fell in love with.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Confession

I know that I keep using you, but I just can't control myself.

Confession

I wish I wasn't so in love with you, because I know it's never going to happen.

Confession

I hate that you always ask me personal questions but then you never answer the same questions.

Confession

I think everything's going great until you tell me that one line that kills me every time.

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Confession

My friend's boyfriend had an affair with a co-worker and I have no idea if I should tell my friend and I don't know how to tell her something that could destroy her.

Confession

I'm so happy that for once in my life we're actually on the same page.

Confession

What else do I have to do for you to get the hint? I want to be more than just friends...

Confession

I hate that you would rather sleep that get up for 10 mins and pick me up from the subway late at night.