Thursday, December 31, 2009

Confession

I don't have any family or friends so I watch the news and pretend that I know the people that they report on.

Confession

I never used to be racist but I feel like what I have lived through in my life has made me prejudice and I wish I could go back in time when I was young and naive.

Confession

I sometimes wish that I had the courage to sign up for the army so that I could go to the middle east and die like so many other soldiers.

Confession

I can't help but think that blind people are happier because they can't see all the bad in the world around them.

Confession

When I don't answer my phone it means I don't want to talk, it doesn't mean that if you call me 10 times in a row that I'll answer.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Confession

I love my new boyfriend but I can't help but compare the sex to that with my ex, and he is anything but up to par.

Confession

You make me want to shoot myself in the chest with a shot gun. I want to show you how you make my heart feel every time I'm around you.

Confession

I used to be depressed and I feel like it's coming back and I don't want to tell anyone because I don't want them to suffer the way they did the first time I went through depression.

Confession

You hit me again, and I told you the last time that if you ever touched me you'd never see me again. I meant it, and tomorrow when you're at work I'll be packing my bags and moving out. You won't ever lay your hands on me again.

Confession

I hate how my boyfriend constantly makes implications when he says things, instead of just being a man and saying what he wants straight out.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Confession

I hate having to live on my own but I can't stand living with you anymore, so I have no other choice.

Confession

My parents used to abuse me when I was little and my friends would always ask why I had bruises on me and I would tell them that I hurt myself playing sports or riding my bike.

Confession

I've been in love with you all my life but I'm playing hard to get now because I'm scared that if you find out how in love with you I am that you'll run the other way.

Confession

I'm only dating him so I can gain some sexual experience before I go after the guy I really want to be with.

Confession

She thinks I'm a nice girl who just want to comfort her after her father died. But the truth is that I'm madly in love with her.

Monday, December 28, 2009

Confession

I hate how I cook for myself, and make enough for lunch the next day, only to open the fridge and see that my roommate has helped herself.

Confession

Every time I see a music video or a concert I wish I was brave enough to go after my dream of being a performer just like they were, but I somehow know that I will never have the guts to attempt anything.

Confession

I'm 20 years old and my parents still treat me like I'm a little kid. When are they going to realize that I'm an adult and can make my own decisions.

Confession

I hate how my husband always makes plans for us without consulting me and then tells me the last minute as if I never have anything else to do.

Confession

You spend more time on the phone talking to others than you do talking to me.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Confession

Is it wrong that I fantasize about being married to my sister's husband?

Confession

My boyfriend is a socialist and he has no idea that I am extremely anti-left wing.

Confession

My boyfriend forced me to have sex with him and I feel like I was raped, but I know that if I tell anyone they would laugh and say that it's not possible for my boyfriend to rape me.

Confession

I used to wish my mother would get cancer so she would learn how it feels to be isolated, but now that she does I feel like it's my fault, and would do anything to change it.

Confession

The only time my dad cares to actually converse with people is when he's had a few drinks, and then all he does is babble and repeat himself.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Confession

I thought that I could trust my friends but I realized the hard way that the only people you can trust are your family.

Confession

I'm going shopping today in hopes of seeing this hot guy that works at the mall by my house.

Confession

This Christmas I have so mixed feelings... sometimes I'm so happy and joyful and others freaking sad...though it's the first that I spend with my girlfriend, she, the love of my life, seems to have confused feelings about me.

Confession

I hate my cousin's apple pie so I made my own for Christmas and swapped hers with mine, so we ended up eating my pie, which she thought was hers.

Confession

I was on a date last week and when I went to the washroom I noticed something on the back of my dress. When I turned around to look at it I saw that it was a red stain and realized that I must have gotten my period. I ran out of the restaurant as fast as I could, without even saying bye to my date. We haven't spoken since.

Friday, December 25, 2009

Confession

I'm spending Christmas alone because I'm happy enough just being with myself.

Confession

I hate the fact that I will have to spend all of today with my overbearing and obnoxious family. They make me embarrassed to be related to them.

Confession

Christmas is the saddest time of year for me, because it just reminds me of how I'm only one in my family who doesn't have enough money to buy everyone presents.

Confession

Today I plan on telling you that I'm falling in love with you and making it the best Christmas ever.

Confession

I'm usually so happy around Christmas time but without my family this year I feel more lost and unhappy than ever.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Confession

I lost my job last year and now I'm left with nothing; not even a home or a car, and barely enough money to eat.

Confession

I sleep with make up so my boyfriend never has to see me look ugly.

Confession

I can't cook so every year when I have people over for Christmas I invite my friend over who's a chef and I pay him to cook for me. The guests have no idea.

Confession

This girl I know is constantly telling her boyfriend how hot she thinks this other guy is. All the time. At least twice a day. I sometimes doubt if she actually is attracted to her boyfriend, to be honest. I wish he wasn't so whipped so he'd drop her like she deserves.

Confession

I get disgusted every time I see you take a sip of alcohol.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Confession

The only reason that I don't have money to buy my girlfriend a present is because I saw a stereo system that I had to have, and it cost all the money I had on me.

Confession

I love my mother to death but can never seem to get the words "I Love You" out.

Confession

My boyfriend has no idea that before we started dated I used to think he was an ass and even hated him for some time.

Confession

Quotes from sites like this, and Post Secret, say the things that I wish I could say. Not just the stuff that I would need to tell people that's really quite tragic...but the nice things about them too, and how people should be thankful about life.

Confession

When shopping the other day I took 2 sizes of the same skirt into the dressing room, one was my size and one was a few sizes smaller. I cut the size off that was written in the smaller one and then bought the skirt that was my size. When I got home I sowed in the tag from the smaller size over the real size so that when I wear the skirt on my date this weekend my date won't be shocked if he happens to see a double digit size, because there will only be a single digit one now...

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Confession

I caught my parents having sex when I was in grade school and I can still remember it clearly today. They have no idea.

Confession

I used to work as a call girl for a few years and made a good amount of money. People often ask me how I managed to be so successful and I told them I got some good advice and made some wise investments in the stock market. If only they knew.

Confession

Today is going to rip me to pieces because of the memory held for this date.

Confession

My mother had a nervous break down a few months ago and ever since she's been in a psychiatric clinic. I haven't told anyone because I'm embarrassed of what they'll think, so if people ask about my mother I tell them that she is working overseas for a while.

Confession

I've been married with kids for 10 years but I recently ran into an ex of mine who was with her daughter. I haven't been able to sleep since because her daughter looks a lot like me and she is old enough to have been born a little while after we broke up.

Monday, December 21, 2009

Confession

My family is jewish but I converted to Christianity this year and haven't told them yet. It makes me sad to see them believing in such rubbish. I don't see why they can't understand that there is only one true religion, Christianity.

Confession

I sold all the jewelry that my ex gave me after we broke up, not knowing that we would end up together again. I told him that our house was robbed when he asked where the jewelry he gave me was.

Confession

Every time I tell you I love you I imagine that I'm telling it to the man that I'm actually in love with, and not you.

Confession

I have filled for divorce and was going to tell my husband this week, but I just found out I'm pregnant and now things have gotten a lot more complicated.

Confession

You keep surprising me with flowers, but I don't have the heart to tell you I'm allergic and that every single bouquet that you've sent me has gone straight to the garbage.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Confession

I told you I don't love you anymore but the truth is I love you more than ever before.

Confession

My father's an alcoholic and I'm embarrassed by him so I tell people that he passed way when I was young so that I don't have to introduce him to people I know.

Confession

We never lie to each other but I cheated on you and I don't know if there's any way to tell you the truth.

Confession

When I said I wanted to take a break what I meant was that I never want to see you again...is it so hard to take a hint?

Confession

I told you I loved you and you told me you loved me by cheating on me the next day.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Confession

I hate the only man that I thought was the only one I could ever love.

Confession

Is it wrong that I love one of my kids more than the other?

Confession

I've been with you for months but I'm still scared to give you my virginity.

Confession

My boyfriend told me he loves me for the first time yesterday, and I couldn't get the words out of my mouth and ended up just saying thank you. Now I wonder if the reason I couldn't get the words out is because I'm not actually in love with him like I thought.

Confession

My boyfriend proposed to me but I don't know what to say because my parents are divorced even though they had the greatest relationship when they were first together, and I don't ever want to have to get divorced.

Friday, December 18, 2009

Confession

Every since I was assault last year and the police "couldn't do anything to help", I've lost all faith in the justice system.

Confession

My grandfather used to be the happiest person until my grandmother died and now he won't even leave his bedroom.

Confession

I cut myself for almost 5 years and no one cared enough to even notice.

Confession

I keep a gun under my bed because it's the only way I can feel safe at night.

Confession

My parents are gay and I'm not. I feel like they've been pressuring me all my life to be gay like they are, as if it's normal. They make me feel like I'm the freak for being straight.

Confession

I feel like I send too many confessions/regrets/worries/insecurities to Confessions of Eden. But I know that there's not many people I can trust with what I need to let go of. So here's another one. I'm seventeen, but I feel like I'm in the career of psychology, and my friends are my clients. I don't know how much longer I can keep trying to keep them happy without bull shitting my way through it. I know they are so sick of hearing the "I'm sorry's" and "It'll get better's", "You just have to keep trying's." But I don't know what else to tell them, and it makes me feel terrible.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Confession

You tell me you've been clean for months but I figured out you relapsed when my stash went missing after you were over.

Confession

Every day I think about how easy it would be to not wake up, and how much easier it would be to die rather than deal with life.

Confession

You tell me you don't have money to buy me a present but you seem to have enough to buy everyone else presents.

Confession

I can't do anything without my boyfriend interrogating me and it drives me nuts.

Confession

You think I like watching TV but it's just an excuse to get away from you.

Confession

My aunt is poor and I can tell it kills her to not be able to give us all presents like everyone else in our family.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Confession

The only reason I constantly buy you clothes is not to surprise you with presents but because I hate the clothes you have.

Confession

No matter how many years or decades pass, and no matter how many relationships I have, I think I'll always find myself thinking of you.

Confession

I proposed to my boyfriend and he said yes but I wish I could take it back now, because I feel like I emasculated him.

Confession

I'm attracted to my second cousin.

Confession

We've been on and off for years and every time we're apart I can't stop thinking of you and feel like we're meant to be but then once we get together again I get bored and want out.

Confession

My friends were all atheists when we were kids. They thought Christians were jerks because they "pushed their religions on others" and being cruel and unfair and mocking of any other belief system. Five years later, this idea has spread to religion in general and now they openly laugh or mock any religion if even mentioned or referred to offhand. I found Hashem about a year ago and I wonder if they even realize what hypocrites they're being. It disgusts me!

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Confession

We used to always listen to music together, and now I can't even listen to one song without being reminded of us.

Confession

I'll never leave you even though I'm not crazy in love with you because I know I'll never find anyone else who would love me as much as you.

Confession

I feel like you resent me always asking you questions but it's just because I want to make sure you're always happy.

Confession

I told you I loved you even though I didn't because I knew you were suicidal and I could never live with myself if I didn't do anything I could to save you.

Confession

I was planning on leaving my boyfriend but I just found out I'm pregnant and so I guess I have no choice but to stay because I would never let my child grow up like me never having both parents around.

Confession

People think I'm popular because I know people every where I go, but all I have are lots of acquaintances and no real friends...

Monday, December 14, 2009

Confession

When my boyfriend got a new phone I made sure to delete all the contact information for anyone I didn't like and for all the random sluts he had on his phone. When he noticed the missing contacts he assumed that they must not have transfered properly from his old phone, and now I don't have to worry about him talking to any sluts.

Confession

My friend owed me $30 and even though I kept reminding her that she owed me money she would conveniently keep forgetting to pay me back, so when I was at her house one day I made sure to get the money I was owed when she went to the washroom.

Confession

I never cried at my father's funeral, and realized that I probably never even loved him at all.

Confession

I had an abortion a few weeks ago and all I can think about is how I killed someone, and not just anyone but my own child.

Confession

I've always known you were gay but I rather be with you in any way rather than not be with you at all.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Confession

My father died of a heart attack a few years ago and now my mother is sick with colon cancer and I'm scared that I'll lose her and end up in child services and be separated from my siblings.

Confession

My mother never paid much attention to us and me and my sister basically raised each other.

Confession

My boyfriend started treating me really bad before we broke up and before I left him I stole some money he always kept in the house in order to get back at him.

Confession

I saw my roommate throw up after eating the other day and she always looks great. Since then I've puked after eating a few times and I'll probably end up becoming bulimic but at least I'll look good.

Confession

I hate that you never call me back when I leave you a message...what's the point of being friends if you could care a less about me?

Confession

I think it's time to move on, because even after more than a year together you still introduce me as your friend and if you're not serious about us then it's not worth me wasting my time on you.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Confession

I drank too much yesterday and I don't remember what happened, and it scares me to know that I could have done something reckless and not know...

Confession

I believe that people have disregarded Christianity and that with it, morals have also gone out the window. It's sad to see people walking around acting so selfishly and denouncing gods existence, when they wouldn't even be around if it weren't for god.

Confession

No one knows that I was depressed until I met my boyfriend. Now I'm happy as can be and feel like the luckiest woman alive.

Confession

I can't breathe when my boyfriend is not around and I'm scared of losing him because I would not be able to survive without him...

Confession

I saw a huge bruise on my teacher's back and I think her new boyfriend is being violent with her. She's also started wearing turtle-necks constantly and she's been staying after class offering to supervise all kinds of extra-curricular programs when last year she was the first one out of the school when the bell rang.

Confession

All the desserts I "made" for my husband, that he loved so much all these years...were all store bought.

Friday, December 11, 2009

Confession

I still stare at pictures of us together and wish that things were still the way they used to be.

Confession

I used to be a happy person and I was always upbeat, but you've changed that in me, and even though we're not together any more I'm not a happy person anymore.

Confession

My fiance has no idea how much his mother pisses me off...she has to make every decision for our wedding plans! She even got pissed off because she told me to get tulips as flowers and I said that I prefer roses. She's unbelievable!

Confession

I feel like never coming home.

Confession

I really hate when you don't say goodbye. Good luck with your girl. I mean it and don't mean in. I'm still so in love with you, and you seem to have no idea. Let me go so I can get past this.

Confession

I enjoy the challenge and uncertainty of the chase more than I do getting the guy...

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Confession

I regret taking the work promotion because I barely get to see my family now.

Confession

I love my husband more than my children...is that a bad thing?

Confession

I regret always pointing out when my children misbehaved and failed at something, and never acknowledging when they actually did do something right.

Confession

I think I'm going to force myself to restrict more with my food. Get up, take my metabolism pill, eat a banana, drink a bottle of water and eat nothing else for the rest of the day. I have this goal to lose 50 pounds by summer. And I will by all cost reach that goal. Even if that means bringing back my old habits. No matter what, I will be skinny and look good by summer of 2010!

Confession

I know you cheated on me and I broke up with you...but if you still love me I would give us a second chance.

Confession

I thought you were my better half, but I guess we were both each other's worst half...

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Confession

I've started eating healthy lately and people think that's why I've lost so much weight but what they don't know is that I had my stomach stapled a couple of months ago.

Confession

I smoke, drink and party all the time, because I live in the moment and I'd rather die young than grow old and have wrinkles and be ugly.

Confession

My sister got breast implants before we moved to a new town, and everyone's always commenting on her big chest and how she great she looks. It bothers me because sometimes people even look at her chest and then look at mine and ask if we're related. It was really starting to get on my nerves so I told a few people that her beasts are fake, which is why they are so much larger than mine. Little did I know that telling a few people would spark a rumor that would make its way back to my sister. She has no idea how the rumor started and I don't plan on telling her.

Confession

I love my mother but it drives me nuts that she calls me four times a day, every day! I don't always answer when she calls but she still doesn't get the hint.

Confession

Nudity is the most awkward thing ever to me. I hate being nude so much. To get nude in front of anyone is nerve racking for me. I'm a seventeen year old girl. I had sex with a girl, it was awkward and I know it was bad, I did it so people would leave me alone about not having had sex. I still feel uncomfortable about it. I feel alienated from my friends because of the issue I have with nudity.

Confession

I'm falling in love with a woman but I'm not sure if its too soon to tell her how I feel. I'm scared to death it will end before it really begins.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Confession

I'm afraid of getting married because I don't believe in divorce and the guilt and shame would kill me if I got married and things ended in divorce in the future, so I keep postponing my wedding using various excuses...no ones caught on...yet...

Confession

I've always wanted to be a painter but I became a lawyer because my parents have always wanted me to become a lawyer and they would never accept my wanting to be a painter.

Confession

I'm afraid that my daughter will never forgive me for leaving her when she was only 10 years old.

Confession

My husband cheated on my but I forgave him because I know that I love him too much to be able to live without him. I'm scared of my family finding out because they would never forgive my husband and they wouldn't understand why I would forgive him.

Confession

I regret losing my virginity with you because since we've broken up I've realized that you never really did love me like you pretended.

Confession

I thought you were the greatest thing that ever happened to me, until you went and cheated on me.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Confession

My boyfriend ruffed me up last week and I didn't want my family to know so I told them that I was mugged in a parking lot when I was going to my car.

Confession

My mother recently remarried and I just can't warm up to my new step father. There is something about him that creeps me out and I just get a bad vibe from him but I'm scared if I said something to my mother that she would just end up pushing me away.

Confession

I'm scared that when I finally get married I'll be too old to have children.

Confession

I purposely don't answer when you call sometimes so that I don't seem too available.

Confession

I'm getting married in a week and I'm scared to death that my fiance will get cold feet and call the wedding off the night before or not end up showing up at the church on our wedding day.

Confession

I want a divorce but I don't think I'll ever have the guts to actually get one.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Confession

I've tried so many diets and nothing works. I weighed myself the other day and I gained 5 pounds in 2 days even though I'm on a diet. I can't take it anymore and yesterday I broke my diet and ate a cake and a bag of chips and then I cried for an hour feeling guilty because I gave in.

Confession

I wish I could tell you how much I love you.

Confession

I've started having feelings for a guy the past few months and last week he told me he loves me. The problem is that I have a boyfriend and even though I don't want to be with him anymore I can't just end it with him that easily because he's abusive. I'm scared that if I leave my boyfriend for another guy he'll go find the other guy and beat the life out of him. So I told him he should forget about me and that I don't love him back. I hope that whenever I get out of this relationship that it won't be to late for us, and that he'll still be there waiting for me.

Confession

Most of the guys I've dated have been complete jerks. My current boyfriend is great and nothing like the guys I've dated before, but I've gone through so much with other guys that I'm scared and I know I'm holding back because at the back of my mind I think that it's too good to be true and that he'll end up turning out like the rest of them.

Confession

I wish I had a sister so that I could have someone who would understand me and my family.

Confession

I'm scared of being alone so I cling on to any guy willing to be with me just to ease my fears.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Confession

I work 13 hours a day because I'm scared of sitting down and realizing how fast life is passing me by.

Confession

I started going gray when I was 13 years old. I've been coloring my hair since then and only my mother knows that at 23 my hair is completely gray and has been since I was 16.

Confession

I prefer my vibrator over having sex with my husband.

Confession

I'm scared of growing old alone.

Confession

I've been working as an undercover cop for the past few months and it's been the hardest time of my life. I can't tell my family the truth and they are very judgmental. I was addicted to drugs for a while and since then I have gotten clean and joined the police. Because I have first hand knowledge of the drug world they chose me to go undercover. My family has no idea and they think that I've just gotten sucked into the criminal world and they've cut me off. My family is all I have and it hurts to think that as long as I am working undercover I have lost my family.

Confession

I regret sleeping with a guy I've been in love with for a year because I know he'll never think of me seriously now...

Friday, December 4, 2009

Confession

I used to be an addict and recently one of my friends started using and even though I've been clean for a few years I am beginning to feel like the temptation is going to get the better of me...

Confession

My husband wants to wait a few years before we have kids, but I rather have them now rather than later...so I've been trying different things so that I can "accidentally" get pregnant..

Confession

I've met a guy online but I can't tell anyone about it because I know my friends and family wouldn't approve.

Confession

I secretly hate my father for everything he has put us through.

Confession

My aunt gave me a pearl necklace to wear to my friend's wedding, because I don't have much jewelry. I had quite a bit to drink at the wedding and when I woke up the next day the necklace was missing. I looked everywhere and even called the hall but it's nowhere. She's called me twice since then but I purposely ignored the calls. I have no idea how to tell her I lost her favorite necklace and it will take months for me to save up the money to buy a new one.

Confession

On Monday when my husband is at work, I will be meeting a man I've fallen for, which will be the beginning of our affair.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Confession

I've secretly been picking my nose and eating it for as long as I can remember.

Confession

My husband is starting to go gray and refuses to color his hair so I've been putting small amounts of hair dye in his shampoo for the last few weeks and the graying has stopped now...

Confession

I am very jealous of my younger sister. Everything seems to come easier for her. She's very talented and smart. Everything that I'm not. She's also a stick compared to me. She used to be chubby and she worked hard to lose a lot of weight. She always has guys/girls always wanting her. It honestly makes me feel like shit. Because I'm honestly fat, I weigh 170 to her 100 pounds. I never have any luck finding a significant other. Sometimes I find a guy/girl that likes me until they see my sister and then there like "she's so gorgeous. How old is she? What's her number?" She's only 15 and I'm 19 and I guess it makes me jealous bc the guys I LIKE want her. She's everything I've always wanted to be. Thin, successful, beautiful, smart... I feel I'll never be as good as her. I'm fat, I'm not smart at all, I don't feel beautiful. I try not to show that I'm jealous, because don't get me wrong she's my best friend who I love dearly, but sometimes I wish I was dealt with a nice hand of cards and be just as happy as her...

Confession

My boyfriend treats me great and he worships me, but I still fall asleep thinking about my ex boyfriend, even though he used to get physical with me sometimes.

Confession

There are days where so much shit goes wrong, I just cross my fingers and pray that I don't wake up. I seriously squeeze my eyes so tight together, to the point that they hurt, and think about how dying would be so much easier than this. But, all I know is that it's going to get better. I don't know when, I don't know how, I just simply know it is. Sometimes, I just want to shut the world off; the noises, the cars beeping, the people yelling. I don't want to listen. I want to scream, until I have lost my voice, because I am losing my sanity. I never wanted any of this, ever.

Confession

I'm scared that someone might be stalking me. Out of nowhere these past few weeks I keep seeing the same guy in a bunch of different places. I work in retail and the first time I saw him was when I was at work. Ever since I've seen him at a restaurant I went to twice, and he was their both times, at my university a few times, and even at another mall. It's creeping me out because I live in a big city and it's almost impossible to randomly run in to people, and he's probably 40 or older so its weird that he would even be at a university. I haven't seen him near my house, yet, so I can at least feel safe at house, but every time I'm out in public I'm always looking over my shoulders.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Confession

I overheard my best friend talking to another friend about how she has feelings for my boyfriend. I can't trust her anymore, and can't believe that she would go around telling everyone but me.

Confession

My mom kicked me out of the house because she thinks I'm doing drugs...If only she knew the drugs weren't mine and that they're my brothers, her perfect little boy who never does anything wrong.

Confession

I just found out I was adopted and I've been secretly looking for my biological parents ever since I found out...I have a great family but I guess you just can't help but want to know your biological roots, no matter how bad they could possibly be.

Confession

My mom will randomly disappear for days on end and its been going on for as long as I can remember. I have no idea where she disappears to and I've never asked because it's sort of understand that it's a subject we don't talk about. I'm not 10 years old though now, and this secrets getting to be a bit much. She would never tell me so I think I might have to follow her out one of these days...

Confession

Someone broke in to our house last week and stole all our electronics including my external hard drive which had sexy videos of my girlfriend on it. Now I'm freaking out because they weren't password protect and whoever stole it has probably already seen them. I'm worried that they might send them out on the internet or upload them to websites where anyone could see them. I haven't told my girlfriend yet because I don't know how to tell her without her freaking out and getting histerical.

Confession

I heard my parents talking about how I was an accident, and how their lives would have been so much easier if my mother hadn't accidentally gotten pregnant with me. I've always felt really loved but now I wonder if it's more of an act than a genuine emotion.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Confession

My best friend moved away for university and she slowly stopped answering my calls and messages. It hurts to think how so many years of friendship could so easily be forgotten.

Confession

I think I'd be relieved if my father died. Our lives would be simpler without him around.

Confession

I'm scared of intimacy so I purposely seek out long distance relationships so I can have someone to talk to without having to worry about getting intimate.

Confession

I was pissed at my sister the other day for something she did to me so I purposely wet the floor outside her bedroom door. Less than a half hour later I heard a banging sound and came out and saw her laying on the floor. Her left leg is half bruised and I secretly smile every time I see the bruise.

Confession

For the last 6 months I've been in love with my boyfriend's older brother. I go over to his house often just so that I can see his brother.

Confession

I lied about my religion so my boyfriend would date me.

Monday, November 30, 2009

Confession

No one knows it but I secretly look down on people who watch television. It's so mind numbing and only an invalid could be amused by a screen flashing different colors and sounds.

Confession

One of my friends just came out of that she's a lesbian and I feel all weird around her every time I see her now. I've been avoiding her every since but sooner or later she's going to figure out that I've been avoiding her.

Confession

I dropped out of school a few months ago but I still haven't told my parents. They still think I'm getting straight As and on my way to becoming the next big doctor. If only they knew.

Confession

My neighbor is the most obnoxious person I have ever met. They have 2 dogs and almost every day I am shoveling their dogs poop off my lawn. The only reason I haven't said anything to them is because I don't want to start a feud and have to deal with that as well.

Confession

The women in my office are all sluts and they all fall over the top executives in order to get raises and promotions. It's sickening.

Confession

I am so sick of fighting with people, nothing good ever comes from it. I've tried stopping, and it simply doesn't work. My friends rivalries with each other tear me apart and now I've lost someone I really care about. I love my friends to death, but why does friendship with them have to be so complicated? I just want them all to get along and for all of us to stop criticizing each other so often. Whenever this happens, and I lose someone in my life, I'm left crying for weeks and I've gotten so sick of crying.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Confession

I absolutely hate reading but I tell people I read certain books so that I can appear intellectual and impress people.

Confession

I hate how my family always thinks that what they are doing or what they have to do is always so much more important than anything I have to do.

Confession

If real friends are supposed to stick up for you then why does my best friend hang out with a girl who has spread probably more than 10 lies about me?

Confession

I've been stealing money from my parents wallet since I was 10 years old and after 13 years they still haven't figured out why they often remember having more money in their wallet than they actually end up having.

Confession

I've always worn really padded bras because I'm an A cup and I hate looking flat chested. The problem is that I'm dating someone and I don't know how to tell them about my padded bras, before we get intimate and they get a big shock.

Confession

I don't feel like I fit anywhere in the world.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Confession

I'm attracted to two guys who are best friends. The problem is that one of them likes me, but not the one I like more. I'm afraid if I pursue something with him that I'll lose any chances of ever having a relationship with the other guy. However, the guy that I like more might never like me and I might lose the chance to have a great relationship with the one that actually really likes me.

Confession

I'm fairly self-centered but I hide it pretty well because I know that people would hate me if they saw the real me.

Confession

I feel like I would be happier if I was prettier and that my life would be simpler. I'd be able to get dates and jobs more easily and people would have a more positive and warm reaction to me.

Confession

I've been depressed for years and was thinking of ending my life one day when one of my friends called me and as we were talking she told me how she didn't know what she would do without me and that she wanted me to know that she would always be there for me. After I got off the phone I realized how selfish my wanting to take my life was and how it would affect my friends and family as well. Since then I've gotten treatment and I feel confident that some day I will be as happy as I was when I was an innocent young child.

Confession

I'm paranoid that someone I love will die suddenly and I'll be distraught and not know how to deal with it.

Confession

I hate my family. They are obnoxious and snobby and look down on everyone and everything. The only reason I still talk to them is so that I can get the money they've promised me when I turn 25.

Friday, November 27, 2009

Confession

I cheated on my husband and I don't regret it. He never gives a shit about me so why should I feel guilty anyway?

Confession

When I was in elementary school I hated a pair of shoes one of my classmates used to always wear, so one day I told her that I would pack her back for her while she went to get her jacket from the closet. Well when she was gone I took her shoes and hid them in the garbage. She came back and didn't pay any attention to the fact that I hadn't put them in backpack. The next day she came to school with a different pair shoes, and she never said anything to me about the disappearing shoes.

Confession

My mother is prettier than me and I hate how I become invisible when I'm around her.

Confession

My father always wanted to have a son, and after 4 kids, my parents still didn't end up with a boy. My father never showed us any affection, but as I've gotten older I've realized that my father resents us. It hurts to think that he cared more about continuing the family line, than about his own daughters. We're still his blood even if me and my sisters aren't boys. I can't wait to finally be 18 and move away for university where I won't have deal with him every day.

Confession

I was looking for an address that my husband had saved in his phone and while looking for it he received a message from a woman named Carol, that said "we should get together more often...". The problem is I've never met or heard of a woman named carol, and the ... at the end of the message left to much to be desired for. I deleted it and I haven't told my husband yet. I'm so confused, I never would have believed that he would cheat on me, but after reading that text message I don't know what to think anymore. I'm scared if I try to confront him that he'll just deny anything and cover his tracks in the future. I want to find out the truth without tipping him off. If he is cheating on me he's not going to get away with it that easily. I didn't put 12 year into a marriage to end up getting stepped all over.

Confession

I sometimes feel attracted to other guys and feel tempted to cheat but I hold back because I don't want to lose you. It's not that I don't love you, I do, but sometimes the attraction is so strong I'm scared one day I won't be able to control myself and I'll end up giving in and losing you in the end.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Confession

I'm jealous of my best friend because she's prettier than me, so she always get all the attention from guys.

Confession

I like watching reality because I can live vicariously through their lives, instead of living in my depressing life.

Confession

I'm in love with the boy who sits next to me in English class. We talk all the time, and I'm terrified that the teacher will switch our seats to separate us. She doesn't realize that sitting next to him in English is the highlight of my days and moving us apart would ruin me.

Confession

I can see the rage that burns in his eyes every time some one or something pisses him off. I'm scared of what he's capable of when he's mad.

Confession

I wear big sunglasses at the beach because I feel so ugly without makeup and I don't want people to see me looking so ugly.

Confession

It bothers me that my brother is now friends with a girl that called me a whore to his face. I never did anything about it, because he didn't want to make things awkward at school. I thought big brothers were supposed to stick up for little sisters?

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Confession

The only reason I made a facebook account was so I could meet random people that I could hook up with.

Confession

The reason why I do drugs is because it numbs me. It makes me forget about reality for awhile. The scary part about it is that I'm afraid I'm turning into an addict. I'm high at least once a day. When I'm not high, I tend to get real irritated. Whenever I get my hands on money, I go out and spend it all on drugs. What's really sad about it is that no one really knows how bad I've gotten out of control. Everyone just thinks I smoke pot. But little do they know, I do a lot more stuff and even some "harder" stuff. The people that know about my problem think I need rehab. Do you?

Confession

My best friend is a guy and we grew up together. We've always hung out a lot and recently I started to have feelings for him, the only problem is that he has a girlfriend. Well the other day we were hanging out and we ended up kissing, and now I don't know what to do. I've been trying to avoid him as much as possible because I don't want to be around him and have the same thing happen, until he breaks it off with his girlfriend, if he even plans on leaving her for me.

Confession

I miss my ex boyfriend. I hate how I can't tell anyone because they all hate his guts. They hate that I still talk to him, but I can't help it. We went through SO much when we were together. I would love to be with him again. He asked me back out maybe a couple weeks ago and I didn't have an answer. (He took it as a no.) And the sucky thing about it is that I regret saying what I did, because if I told him yes, we would probably be together now.

Confession

I'm not the prettiest girl but I have great legs so I wear shorts and skirts as much as possible so that people see my legs and spend less time looking at my face. It sounds weird but it's the only way that I can feel remotely attractive.

Confession

I had a dream about a friend of mine and in it there was a war going on and he ended up getting shot. After getting shot he fell numb and I caught him in my arms, feeling the dead weight of his body. I laid him on the floor, where he was unconscious and bleeding. I was frantically running around trying to find someone who could help or find his parents to let them know, but everyone seemed to disappear and anyone left around us didn't seem phased. I was crying frantically before waking up in a panic. I spent 2 hours crying nonstop after waking up, even though I realized that it was still a dream. That dream made me realize I was in love with someone who I had never thought of romantically, and who I hadn't seen in more than a year. It'll be months before I see him again, and I just hope that he isn't seeing someone and that I can find the courage to let him know how I feel.

Confession

I feel so.. mean. I never noticed how much she still messes with you. I'm always so mean to you, trying to get away. But I don't feel like you need or want or even deserve that. Maybe you need someone here to comfort you, and I'll do that, no matter how much it kills me. Because I love you.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Confession

I feel so pathetic everyday.

Confession

I broke up with my boyfriend a few months ago and it bothers me that I can't seem to forget his phone number. I want more than anything not to remember it off by heart. It will make me feel like I've finally moved on and erased him completely from my life.

Confession

My best friend and I used to be so close but every since we started high school she's been blowing me off and acting completely different just to impress some fake crowd. It's so annoying and it hurts to think that she could ignore me so easily after almost 15 years of being friends.

Confession

My mother's an alcoholic and she's been trying to get sober for the last month. She seemed a lot better and I believed her, until I came home last week and saw her passed out on the floor. I called an ambulance and they said she had overdosed and that if I didn't call for an ambulance she probably would have died a few hours later. I'm thankful that she didn't die but I'm just so mad at her at the same time.

Confession

Every day I wish I could go back and not break up with my boyfriend. It's been 2 months since I broke up with him and all I think about every day is how much I regret it. He's too prideful and won't take me back even if I begged him to and all I can think about is how happy I would be right now if we were still together.

Confession

I'm still completely in love with one of my ex girlfriends. I tell everyone I'm not because they hate her and don't understand why I keep talking to her, instead of hating her. She's on my mind everyday, and it kills me to keep it secret. The best part is, she's in love with someone else.

Monday, November 23, 2009

Confession

You were the only person I had left in my life that I could depend on and trust, but when I needed you the most you walked away.

Confession

I don't understand why some guys have such a hard time understanding that you're not attracted to them. If I told you I'm not into you and that I like someone else why would think that some chocolates and stalking me around would make me change my mind. All you've done is made clear how annoying you can be.

Confession

I don't take good pictures and it bothers me when I'm in a group pic and everyone looks great and I'm the only one who look horrible.

Confession

I get telemarketing calls at least a few times every day. Some days the calls are all from the same number, and they call at the most annoying times like 7 in the morning on a saturday or during dinner time, so what I started doing recently is answering the phone and hanging up without saying anything. It's a great stress reliever knowing that I probably pissed them off a little, which is some sweet payback.

Confession

I'm a girl who's dating a transgendered female to male. I'm completely in love with him, but no one knows about our relationship. I wish I could just tell everyone, but they wouldn't understand. My parents are extremely homophobic, and they would never understand either. I would be disowned... so I'm planning on moving across the country one day, away from all of them.

Confession

I went through school and even graduated, but what no one knew is that I was illiterate. At 27 years old I finally got the courage to admit to someone that I was illiterate, and I have a tutor for 2 years now and can finally read and write. I don't know how I used to live without being able to read even a simple road sign.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Confession

I live at my boyfriend's parents one floor apartment and we don't usually have privacy so it's hard to have sex, so whenever his parents are going out, we make sure that we're home so we can have sex. I even sometimes ask them to pick something up for me when they're out so that I can keep them gone for longer.

Confession

I hate that my wife always asks me to help out with cleaning chores around the house. I don't understand why it's so hard to get that those are female jobs and she should be doing them by herself. I don't ask her to help mow the lawn or fix the car.

Confession

Everyone thinks my new short hair cut looks great but what they don't know is that the only reason I cut my hair is because I was looking at myself in the mirror one day and I was so repulsed by myself that I cut my hair out of rage.

Confession

I lost my wallet last week but I told my husband that someone robbed me in a parking lot so that he wouldn't get pissed at me for losing it.

Confession

My father left us when I was only 8 years old but all I had were good memories of him. I recently found out he was living an hour away and for the past 2 months I've been going and visiting him secretly. If my siblings and my mother found out they wouldn't understand.

Confession

I work 12 hours a day because I'm scared of sitting down and realizing how fast life is passing by.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Confession

I'm scared of losing my virginity.

Confession

My boyfriend doesn't let me go anywhere without him and it drives me crazy. I can't even go for coffee or to the mall with my best friend without him wanting to tag along. And then he whines the whole time about how bored he is and complains that all the stores we're going to are girly and that I ignore him...we'll ya I'm shopping with my best friend, why would 2 women be going to anything but female stores? Last time I checked we don't wear male clothes. It's happened so many times and he always complains about the same thing. It drives me crazy. If he doesn't like it, then just don't follow me like a puppy when I go out with my best friend.

Confession

I'm scared that people won't like me if I'm not beautiful.

Confession

I'm embarrassed to show my emotions in front of my parents.

Confession

I lied to my boyfriend about how many men I've slept with. I know he wouldn't date me if he really knew.

Confession

my best friend is dating another one of my good friends, but the catch is that they're both girls...i know i've lost my best friend for a while, at least, but i can't lose more friends because they all decide to date each other. so ladies, if you're reading this, please stop while the relationship is still new, before you break apart more than a few friendships.

Friday, November 20, 2009

Confession

I have OCD and I'm afraid of going out on dates, because I'm scared that my date will think I'm weird and then freak out and leave. It's been almost 10 years since I've had a relationship and I sometimes feel like I'm just going to die alone someday.

Confession

I'm scared of becoming an alcoholic because the only time I seem to be able to have a good time and be happy is when I've had a few drinks.

Confession

I often feel like the world is going on around me and that I'm standing still frozen in time.

Confession

Some nights, when I've had such a bad day that my eyes are swollen from crying; I squeeze my eyes shut, and wish that I just would die peacefully in my sleep, because my spiritual life has to be better than the reality side.

Confession

I sometimes wish that I was born in a 3rd world country so that I could be happy just having some water and food.

Confession

I saw my boyfriend hit his mother and I don't know what to do. I wasn't in the room where it happened but I saw him hit her from the hallway and he doesn't know that I saw what happened. I've never seen him hit her before and he's never hit me, but I've also never seen him so full of rage. It scared me and I don't know what to make of it, and what I should do.

Confession

I have not been with my ex-boyfriend for almost a year now. Our breakup put me in a weird place, I tried numbing the pain with everything possible, nothing worked, and the pain has barely eased up. After everything he's put me through, I still find myself each day trying to find new ways to make him notice me again.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Confession

I love singing and performing and I wish so badly that I could become a singer and go on stage and wow an audience of 1000s, but my voice just isn't good enough and it kills me to watch singers perform and know that that will never be me.

Confession

I'm 33 years old and I have two kids and I'm more afraid of the dark than they are. My husband's been overseas for work for the past month and I have my children sleep with me so that I'm not alone and so I have an excuse to leave a light on.

Confession

I have this fake front that loves herself and her body. But when I go home and I'm by myself I record every food or drink that goes pass my lips and throw up everything I eat. I have a fake front, because I want people to think I'm over my eating disorder, so I don't get sent away again or watched by my friends. But honestly, I don't think I'll ever get it and I kinda don't want to be over it. Because it helps me to lose weight and I love the results when I do. Mind fucked, huh? You have no idea.

Confession

My ex boyfriend and I have been broken up since 2006, but every time I see him, I sleep with him. I think the only reason why I do that, is because it makes me feel good that someone actually "wants" me like that.

Confession

Every day when I wake up, I wish that I wasn't born, and every night when I go to sleep I hope that I won't have to wake up in the morning.

Confession

My boyfriend and I split up a few months ago and when he moved out I gave him all his stuff back but I made sure to keep one of his t-shirts. I sleep in it every night because it makes me feel like he's still holding me.

Confession

I had breast implants put in almost 10 years ago and my husband has no idea. I only added a size so the difference isn't dramatic and they still look fairly natural. I was attacked by a dog when I was younger and so I have a few scars from that attack on my stomach and I just told my husband that the scars from the surgery on my chest are from the dog attack.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Confession

My boyfriend loves me more than I love him, and I sometimes feel so smothered that it just drives me crazy.

Confession

I've been with my boyfriend for 6 years and he's never mentioned wanting to get married. I've tried to bring up the conversation or hint at how I'm ready for us to get married, but I'm afraid he just has no plans for us to get married, and I don't know what I should do. I don't want to leave him because I love him, but I can't be with someone who doesn't love me enough to want to spend the rest of our lives together.

Confession

I live with my in-laws and I hate my mother-in-laws cooking so when I know she's making dinner I make sure I already have plans to go out or pretend I'm working late so I can eat out.

Confession

I have a stash of food in my bedroom because I love eating but I'm afraid of people finding out how addicted I really am to food.

Confession

I can't have kids and I don't know how to tell my husband because I'm afraid he'll leave me, since he's always talked about how he can't wait to have lots of kids.

Confession

When I finally realized that I was in love with you to it was too late..and you had already moved on. Now I live with the thought of what could have happened had I realized just a little earlier.

Confession

I'm not in love with my boyfriend anymore but I can't break up with him because he's the only person that understands me and he's the only close person I have, without him I'd be completely alone.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Confession

I'm over my ex boyfriend but for some reason when I hear certain songs that we used to listen to when we were together I feel like crying uncontrollably.

Confession

I'm in love with a guy and I don't know how to tell him. I write text messages to him every day pretending that we're together, and then I save them in the drafts box, hoping one day I can click send to all those messages.

Confession

People wonder why I pick on a girl in my class, they think I'm a bitch but what they don't know is how in love I am with her boyfriend, and that it kills me to see them together.

Confession

I can't seem to concentrate on anything but this guy I've been in love with for the past month. I go to class and the only notes I have are pages filled with his name. I don't know how I'm going to study for my exams that are coming up in a few weeks, but they seem so insignificant compared to him.

Confession

My mom's an alcoholic and I can't remember ever seeing her sober.

Confession

I don't really have any close friends and so I read other people's confessions and imagine that they are my friends who are telling me their secrets, believing that I can help them.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Confession

I used to write poems all the time but I haven't for a few years now, and people keep telling me that they can't believe I'm wasting my talent by not writing, but what they don't know is that I'm only inspired to write when I'm depressed and I haven't been for the last few years.

Confession

I rather watch sports than spend time with my wife.

Confession

I find gay men more attractive and I'm afraid I'll never meet a straight man that I can fall in love with.

Confession

I resent having to go to university and get a degree. I wish I was born 100 years when women didn't have so much pressure to go to school. All I want to do is have a family and take care of my home. What does adding 40 hours a week of office work really contribute to my life anyways?

Confession

When people walk slowly I purposely hit them with my elbows when I pass, or I'll step on the back of their feet. I just don't understand why some people walk like they're dead.

Confession

I hate how my "friend" acts like we're best friends, when all she uses me for is to tell me her secrets because I actually know how to keep them unlike the rest of the people she hangs out with, but then when she goes out she almost never invites me or ends up ditching me in the end.

Confession

I listen to music because it makes me feel like I'm alive, and for the few minutes that the song is on I can imagine that I'm living it.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Confession

I wish my friend wouldn't think so low of her self and would stop dating all these losers who treat her like shit.

Confession

I feel like no one ever understands me and that life is going on around me but I'm not part of it.

Confession

I am becoming the bitch I never thought I would be...and I don't know whether it's a good thing or a bad thing.

Confession

I'm scared of trying my hardest and failing in the end anyway.

Confession

I rather be with you and deal with the pain and drama then have to deal with the pain of not even having you.

Confession

I hate being home alone at night because I get scared that someone is going to break again and kidnap me or even kill me, so I walk around my house with either a scissor or a knife.

Confession

I wonder if my ex ever thinks about me and whether he still has any feelings for me like I do for him.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Confession

I regret every second I spent with you and the thought makes me feel dirty, because I now know what a player you are.

Confession

I know that my parents love me, but I sometimes feel like if I died no one would really care.

Confession

I don't have real friends and I'm jealous of people I see who have true friends that actually care about them.

Confession

The reason why I did so well in my class is because I'm in love with my teacher and I desperately wanted to impress him.

Confession

I truly believe Jesus Christ hates roman catholics, zionist jews, feminists, homosexuals, fake religious pharisees, people who hide behind man made religions including buddhism, islam, oriental religions, mormonism, JWs and I honestly believe Jesus Christ will wipe all these people off the face of the earth one day and send them to hell for eternity. I haven't talked to my father and mother for years, my mother is a new age psycholigizer feminist, and my father is a die hard roman catholic, they are very old and not far from death. I have no relationship with them anymore, and I wait for the day they both will die. I fantasize about dancing on my fathers grave after he dies in jublilation, he showed no mercy when beating my mother in front of me when I was 4 years old and my mother showed no mercy committing adultery on him during that same time. This is how I really feel, not making any of this up.

Confession

I hate how my friend always talks about people behind their backs and then acts like their best friend when she's with them. I'm sick of it, and I don't understand why no one else sees how she acts.

Confession

I hate the fact that he only wants to hang out with me after he's asked a few other people and they turn him down. It's great to know I'm a last resort.

Friday, November 13, 2009

Confession

I listen to the songs that we used to listen to together so that I can feel close to you, now that you're gone.

Confession

My mother is promiscuous but my father has no idea.

Confession

I have been living in a love-less marriage for 10 years now. My husband doesn't believe in divorce and I'm afraid that I will have to live the rest of my life condemned to an unhappy marriage until the day that either I die, or my husband dies, whichever comes first.

Confession

I lied about my religion so that my boyfriend would date me.

Confession

I applied to Universities in other countries so that I could get away from my family and live on my own, without them constantly inferring in my life.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Confession

I have cancer so I lost my hair and I now wear a wig. I haven't told anyone except for my husband and my parents, and when I see people I know they keep telling me how great I look and how my hair looks so amazing. I just think to myself, If only they knew.

Confession

I know how to cook, but I hate having to always be responsible for cooking dinner, so I will purposely put extra salt or pepper on my husbands piece of food so that he thinks I can't cook and finally stops expecting me to always cook.

Confession

I've been married for 5 years but I'm still in love with my ex. I have some pictures and gifts that he gave me stashed away in my closet and when I'm alone I take them out and remember the times that we were together. I care about my husband but he's just not the love of my life.

Confession

I've been depressed for a few years and the only time that I enjoy life is when I'm sleeping and I'm not aware of my life. Then I wake up and the pain starts all over again.

Confession

I wear loose fitted tops so people can't see my stomach fat, which I can't seem to get rid of after having three kids.

Confession

I've been clean for 6 months but I get high in my dreams every night.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Confession

I pretend that I'm strong and don't care what people think, but the rumors are killing me.

Confession

I tell people I've slept with various guys so that I can seem cool, but the truth is I'm still a virgin.

Confession

I'm a complete screw up and can't seem to get anything right. I flunked out of school, I can't keep a guy for more than a month, and my friends are just as screwed up as I am. My parents don't talk to me anymore and I don't know what to do now that I've lost my job.

Confession

I want to show my mom how much she's killing me inside. And mom, if you're reading this... stop before it kills you. You're not dad, and i love you...

Confession

At my work they are pretty strict about talking so what we do is write post it notes to each other and stick them onto our files and then give them to whomever the note is intended for. Well for a year now I've been in love with one of my colleagues and I have kept all the notes that he's ever given me. I have them stuck to the wall in my closet that way I can see them and relive our conversations whenever I want. I want to let him know how I feel but I just can't seem to find a way to tell him.

Confession

I resent that my husband doesn't make enough money and that I have to work.

Confession

I've never had a real conversation with my father.

Confession

I have my high school reunion in a few weeks and I'm worried that even though 20 years have passed that once I see my ex all the old feelings I had for him will come flooding back.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Confession

I'm still in love with my ex and I just can't figure out how to move on. I even applied to the same university as him so I wouldn't have to be apart from him.

Confession

I found out that my husband was having an affair with a married woman, and in our house while I was at work. In order to pay them back I set the webcam on our house laptop to motion detect and caught them on camera. I took some still shots from the video and printed out numerous copies and went and put them in the mailboxes of her neighbors. She never contacted my husband again.

Confession

I like my best friend but he always calls me his sis and says he thinks of me as his sister, since we're so close. I don't know how to tell him I like him, and I don't know if he'll freak out and think it's weird.

Confession

I wear colored contacts and still haven't told my boyfriend of 2 years that my eyes are brown and not green.

Confession

I pretend to be independent and strong, but I'm scared to death of loneliness.

Monday, November 9, 2009

Confession

People think I have a great body because I'm thin, but all I see are skin and bones.

Confession

I'm scared of growing old and losing my beauty.

Confession

I suspected that my boyfriend was cheating on me with a co-worker of his, so I put a bug on his briefcase and when he was supposedly working late one night, I heard more than I needed to be sure of his affair and packed his stuff up and left them outside my apartment with a note saying “Don't Call me.” He never did call, and I love thinking of how he would have wondered why I'd break up with him so "unexpectedly".

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Confession

I have a restraining order against my ex, but the real restraining order is on my heart. I call him from blocked #'s just to hear his voice.

Confession

I'm more attracted to my brother-in-law than my husband.

Confession

I'm scared of drowning in the middle of the ocean.

Confession

I live in an apartment and every night for weeks these young kids would come to the square below and sit, laughing and yelling until 2 in the morning. I got fed up eventually and bought some balloons which I filled with ice cold water and set them on my balcony ready when they would show up. That night when I heard their yelling and laughing I got out of bed went and grabbed the balloons and hurled as many as I could at them. They never figured out which apartment the barrage of balloons was from, and they never came back again.

Confession

I resent my sister because she's prettier.

Confession

I put a tracking device on my boyfriend's phone. Now I know where he is at all times.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Confession

My brother was pissing me off non-stop for a whole week and so I decided to get even with him. I took his after shave bottle and emptied out the contents and then filled it with witch hazel alcohol. The next time he shaved and put on the “after-shave” his screams could be heard throughout the house and his face then developed a lumpy rash. He never figured it out that I had tampered with the aftershave and assumed that it simply was harsher than the after shave he normally buys, because it was a cheap no name brand.

Confession

I hate my husband and pretend that I'm going to visit other people so that I can get away from him.

Confession

I've been smoking for 15 years and my husband of 9 years has no idea.

Confession

My neighbor has an annoying dog who barks all day and all night long. The barking drives me nuts so I bought a laser and decided to flash the laser a few feet in front of the dog to see if it would start chasing the laser. Well, it definitely started chasing the laser and so did the owner who was walking the dog. They must have had a nice mile long run.

Confession

I called my boyfriend to tell him I'd be late because of the traffic and when we were done talking he didn't hang up the phone properly and I could still hear him talking along with another female voice. I stayed on the line to see if I could hear who the women was when I started hearing sex noises. We're not together anymore.

Confession

I buy expensive close so people think I'm doing well, but I'm thousands in debt.

Confession

I stay up late at night hoping that my ex will text me.

Confession

I'm scared that no one will remember me when I'm gone.

Confession


My 13 year old daughter has a teen girl magazine subscription and so she gets a magazine in the mail every month. I always gets the mail in the morning while she is at school and usually skim through the magazine to see if there is anything that I don't feel she should be reading. Well, one day I came across an article about public lice and decided that she didn't need to know that it existed and how it could be transmitted so I ripped the page out of the magazine and tossed the magazine on the porch. When my daughter asked why there was a page missing I told her that it must have ripped off from the wind while it was on the porch.

Confession


I hate the frumpy way that my husband dresses and one day I took a few of his shirts and tossed them out, while he was at work. When he noticed that they were missing I told him I had no idea where they were and that he must have forgotten them somewhere while away on business.

Confession

I have a video camera on my front door, which films all the activity going on in front of my house. I like to watch the video not to see if anyone was doing anything suspicious on my property, but to see what people do when they think that no one is watching.