Confession

I am so sick of fighting with people, nothing good ever comes from it. I've tried stopping, and it simply doesn't work. My friends rivalries with each other tear me apart and now I've lost someone I really care about. I love my friends to death, but why does friendship with them have to be so complicated? I just want them all to get along and for all of us to stop criticizing each other so often. Whenever this happens, and I lose someone in my life, I'm left crying for weeks and I've gotten so sick of crying.