Confession

I don't have any family or friends so I watch the news and pretend that I know the people that they report on.

Confession

I never used to be racist but I feel like what I have lived through in my life has made me prejudice and I wish I could go back in time when I was young and naive.

Confession

I sometimes wish that I had the courage to sign up for the army so that I could go to the middle east and die like so many other soldiers.

Confession

I can't help but think that blind people are happier because they can't see all the bad in the world around them.

Confession

When I don't answer my phone it means I don't want to talk, it doesn't mean that if you call me 10 times in a row that I'll answer.

Confession

I love my new boyfriend but I can't help but compare the sex to that with my ex, and he is anything but up to par.

Confession

You make me want to shoot myself in the chest with a shot gun. I want to show you how you make my heart feel every time I'm around you.

Confession

I used to be depressed and I feel like it's coming back and I don't want to tell anyone because I don't want them to suffer the way they did the first time I went through depression.

Confession

You hit me again, and I told you the last time that if you ever touched me you'd never see me again. I meant it, and tomorrow when you're at work I'll be packing my bags and moving out. You won't ever lay your hands on me again.

Confession

I hate how my boyfriend constantly makes implications when he says things, instead of just being a man and saying what he wants straight out.

Confession

I hate having to live on my own but I can't stand living with you anymore, so I have no other choice.

Confession

My parents used to abuse me when I was little and my friends would always ask why I had bruises on me and I would tell them that I hurt myself playing sports or riding my bike.

Confession

I've been in love with you all my life but I'm playing hard to get now because I'm scared that if you find out how in love with you I am that you'll run the other way.

Confession

I'm only dating him so I can gain some sexual experience before I go after the guy I really want to be with.

Confession

She thinks I'm a nice girl who just want to comfort her after her father died. But the truth is that I'm madly in love with her.

Confession

I hate how I cook for myself, and make enough for lunch the next day, only to open the fridge and see that my roommate has helped herself.

Confession

Every time I see a music video or a concert I wish I was brave enough to go after my dream of being a performer just like they were, but I somehow know that I will never have the guts to attempt anything.

Confession

I'm 20 years old and my parents still treat me like I'm a little kid. When are they going to realize that I'm an adult and can make my own decisions.

Confession

I hate how my husband always makes plans for us without consulting me and then tells me the last minute as if I never have anything else to do.

Confession

You spend more time on the phone talking to others than you do talking to me.

Confession

Is it wrong that I fantasize about being married to my sister's husband?

Confession

My boyfriend is a socialist and he has no idea that I am extremely anti-left wing.

Confession

My boyfriend forced me to have sex with him and I feel like I was raped, but I know that if I tell anyone they would laugh and say that it's not possible for my boyfriend to rape me.

Confession

I used to wish my mother would get cancer so she would learn how it feels to be isolated, but now that she does I feel like it's my fault, and would do anything to change it.

Confession

The only time my dad cares to actually converse with people is when he's had a few drinks, and then all he does is babble and repeat himself.

Confession

I thought that I could trust my friends but I realized the hard way that the only people you can trust are your family.

Confession

I'm going shopping today in hopes of seeing this hot guy that works at the mall by my house.

Confession

This Christmas I have so mixed feelings... sometimes I'm so happy and joyful and others freaking sad...though it's the first that I spend with my girlfriend, she, the love of my life, seems to have confused feelings about me.

Confession

I hate my cousin's apple pie so I made my own for Christmas and swapped hers with mine, so we ended up eating my pie, which she thought was hers.

Confession

I was on a date last week and when I went to the washroom I noticed something on the back of my dress. When I turned around to look at it I saw that it was a red stain and realized that I must have gotten my period. I ran out of the restaurant as fast as I could, without even saying bye to my date. We haven't spoken since.

Confession

I'm spending Christmas alone because I'm happy enough just being with myself.

Confession

I hate the fact that I will have to spend all of today with my overbearing and obnoxious family. They make me embarrassed to be related to them.

Confession

Christmas is the saddest time of year for me, because it just reminds me of how I'm only one in my family who doesn't have enough money to buy everyone presents.

Confession

Today I plan on telling you that I'm falling in love with you and making it the best Christmas ever.

Confession

I'm usually so happy around Christmas time but without my family this year I feel more lost and unhappy than ever.

Confession

I lost my job last year and now I'm left with nothing; not even a home or a car, and barely enough money to eat.

Confession

I sleep with make up so my boyfriend never has to see me look ugly.

Confession

I can't cook so every year when I have people over for Christmas I invite my friend over who's a chef and I pay him to cook for me. The guests have no idea.

Confession

This girl I know is constantly telling her boyfriend how hot she thinks this other guy is. All the time. At least twice a day. I sometimes doubt if she actually is attracted to her boyfriend, to be honest. I wish he wasn't so whipped so he'd drop her like she deserves.

Confession

I get disgusted every time I see you take a sip of alcohol.

Confession

The only reason that I don't have money to buy my girlfriend a present is because I saw a stereo system that I had to have, and it cost all the money I had on me.

Confession

I love my mother to death but can never seem to get the words "I Love You" out.

Confession

My boyfriend has no idea that before we started dated I used to think he was an ass and even hated him for some time.

Confession

Quotes from sites like this, and Post Secret, say the things that I wish I could say. Not just the stuff that I would need to tell people that's really quite tragic...but the nice things about them too, and how people should be thankful about life.

Confession

When shopping the other day I took 2 sizes of the same skirt into the dressing room, one was my size and one was a few sizes smaller. I cut the size off that was written in the smaller one and then bought the skirt that was my size. When I got home I sowed in the tag from the smaller size over the real size so that when I wear the skirt on my date this weekend my date won't be shocked if he happens to see a double digit size, because there will only be a single digit one now...

Confession

I caught my parents having sex when I was in grade school and I can still remember it clearly today. They have no idea.

Confession

I used to work as a call girl for a few years and made a good amount of money. People often ask me how I managed to be so successful and I told them I got some good advice and made some wise investments in the stock market. If only they knew.

Confession

Today is going to rip me to pieces because of the memory held for this date.

Confession

My mother had a nervous break down a few months ago and ever since she's been in a psychiatric clinic. I haven't told anyone because I'm embarrassed of what they'll think, so if people ask about my mother I tell them that she is working overseas for a while.

Confession

I've been married with kids for 10 years but I recently ran into an ex of mine who was with her daughter. I haven't been able to sleep since because her daughter looks a lot like me and she is old enough to have been born a little while after we broke up.

Confession

My family is jewish but I converted to Christianity this year and haven't told them yet. It makes me sad to see them believing in such rubbish. I don't see why they can't understand that there is only one true religion, Christianity.

Confession

I sold all the jewelry that my ex gave me after we broke up, not knowing that we would end up together again. I told him that our house was robbed when he asked where the jewelry he gave me was.

Confession

Every time I tell you I love you I imagine that I'm telling it to the man that I'm actually in love with, and not you.

Confession

I have filled for divorce and was going to tell my husband this week, but I just found out I'm pregnant and now things have gotten a lot more complicated.

Confession

You keep surprising me with flowers, but I don't have the heart to tell you I'm allergic and that every single bouquet that you've sent me has gone straight to the garbage.

Confession

I told you I don't love you anymore but the truth is I love you more than ever before.

Confession

My father's an alcoholic and I'm embarrassed by him so I tell people that he passed way when I was young so that I don't have to introduce him to people I know.

Confession

We never lie to each other but I cheated on you and I don't know if there's any way to tell you the truth.

Confession

When I said I wanted to take a break what I meant was that I never want to see you again...is it so hard to take a hint?

Confession

I told you I loved you and you told me you loved me by cheating on me the next day.

Confession

I hate the only man that I thought was the only one I could ever love.

Confession

Is it wrong that I love one of my kids more than the other?

Confession

I've been with you for months but I'm still scared to give you my virginity.

Confession

My boyfriend told me he loves me for the first time yesterday, and I couldn't get the words out of my mouth and ended up just saying thank you. Now I wonder if the reason I couldn't get the words out is because I'm not actually in love with him like I thought.

Confession

My boyfriend proposed to me but I don't know what to say because my parents are divorced even though they had the greatest relationship when they were first together, and I don't ever want to have to get divorced.

Confession

Every since I was assault last year and the police "couldn't do anything to help", I've lost all faith in the justice system.

Confession

My grandfather used to be the happiest person until my grandmother died and now he won't even leave his bedroom.

Confession

I cut myself for almost 5 years and no one cared enough to even notice.

Confession

I keep a gun under my bed because it's the only way I can feel safe at night.

Confession

My parents are gay and I'm not. I feel like they've been pressuring me all my life to be gay like they are, as if it's normal. They make me feel like I'm the freak for being straight.

Confession

I feel like I send too many confessions/regrets/worries/insecurities to Confessions of Eden. But I know that there's not many people I can trust with what I need to let go of. So here's another one. I'm seventeen, but I feel like I'm in the career of psychology, and my friends are my clients. I don't know how much longer I can keep trying to keep them happy without bull shitting my way through it. I know they are so sick of hearing the "I'm sorry's" and "It'll get better's", "You just have to keep trying's." But I don't know what else to tell them, and it makes me feel terrible.

Confession

You tell me you've been clean for months but I figured out you relapsed when my stash went missing after you were over.

Confession

Every day I think about how easy it would be to not wake up, and how much easier it would be to die rather than deal with life.

Confession

You tell me you don't have money to buy me a present but you seem to have enough to buy everyone else presents.

Confession

I can't do anything without my boyfriend interrogating me and it drives me nuts.

Confession

You think I like watching TV but it's just an excuse to get away from you.

Confession

My aunt is poor and I can tell it kills her to not be able to give us all presents like everyone else in our family.

Confession

The only reason I constantly buy you clothes is not to surprise you with presents but because I hate the clothes you have.

Confession

No matter how many years or decades pass, and no matter how many relationships I have, I think I'll always find myself thinking of you.

Confession

I proposed to my boyfriend and he said yes but I wish I could take it back now, because I feel like I emasculated him.

Confession

I'm attracted to my second cousin.

Confession

We've been on and off for years and every time we're apart I can't stop thinking of you and feel like we're meant to be but then once we get together again I get bored and want out.

Confession

My friends were all atheists when we were kids. They thought Christians were jerks because they "pushed their religions on others" and being cruel and unfair and mocking of any other belief system. Five years later, this idea has spread to religion in general and now they openly laugh or mock any religion if even mentioned or referred to offhand. I found Hashem about a year ago and I wonder if they even realize what hypocrites they're being. It disgusts me!

Confession

We used to always listen to music together, and now I can't even listen to one song without being reminded of us.

Confession

I'll never leave you even though I'm not crazy in love with you because I know I'll never find anyone else who would love me as much as you.

Confession

I feel like you resent me always asking you questions but it's just because I want to make sure you're always happy.

Confession

I told you I loved you even though I didn't because I knew you were suicidal and I could never live with myself if I didn't do anything I could to save you.

Confession

I was planning on leaving my boyfriend but I just found out I'm pregnant and so I guess I have no choice but to stay because I would never let my child grow up like me never having both parents around.

Confession

People think I'm popular because I know people every where I go, but all I have are lots of acquaintances and no real friends...

Confession

When my boyfriend got a new phone I made sure to delete all the contact information for anyone I didn't like and for all the random sluts he had on his phone. When he noticed the missing contacts he assumed that they must not have transfered properly from his old phone, and now I don't have to worry about him talking to any sluts.

Confession

My friend owed me $30 and even though I kept reminding her that she owed me money she would conveniently keep forgetting to pay me back, so when I was at her house one day I made sure to get the money I was owed when she went to the washroom.

Confession

I never cried at my father's funeral, and realized that I probably never even loved him at all.

Confession

I had an abortion a few weeks ago and all I can think about is how I killed someone, and not just anyone but my own child.

Confession

I've always known you were gay but I rather be with you in any way rather than not be with you at all.

Confession

My father died of a heart attack a few years ago and now my mother is sick with colon cancer and I'm scared that I'll lose her and end up in child services and be separated from my siblings.

Confession

My mother never paid much attention to us and me and my sister basically raised each other.

Confession

My boyfriend started treating me really bad before we broke up and before I left him I stole some money he always kept in the house in order to get back at him.

Confession

I saw my roommate throw up after eating the other day and she always looks great. Since then I've puked after eating a few times and I'll probably end up becoming bulimic but at least I'll look good.

Confession

I hate that you never call me back when I leave you a message...what's the point of being friends if you could care a less about me?

Confession

I think it's time to move on, because even after more than a year together you still introduce me as your friend and if you're not serious about us then it's not worth me wasting my time on you.

Confession

I drank too much yesterday and I don't remember what happened, and it scares me to know that I could have done something reckless and not know...

Confession

I believe that people have disregarded Christianity and that with it, morals have also gone out the window. It's sad to see people walking around acting so selfishly and denouncing gods existence, when they wouldn't even be around if it weren't for god.

Confession

No one knows that I was depressed until I met my boyfriend. Now I'm happy as can be and feel like the luckiest woman alive.

Confession

I can't breathe when my boyfriend is not around and I'm scared of losing him because I would not be able to survive without him...

Confession

I saw a huge bruise on my teacher's back and I think her new boyfriend is being violent with her. She's also started wearing turtle-necks constantly and she's been staying after class offering to supervise all kinds of extra-curricular programs when last year she was the first one out of the school when the bell rang.

Confession

All the desserts I "made" for my husband, that he loved so much all these years...were all store bought.

Confession

I still stare at pictures of us together and wish that things were still the way they used to be.

Confession

I used to be a happy person and I was always upbeat, but you've changed that in me, and even though we're not together any more I'm not a happy person anymore.

Confession

My fiance has no idea how much his mother pisses me off...she has to make every decision for our wedding plans! She even got pissed off because she told me to get tulips as flowers and I said that I prefer roses. She's unbelievable!

Confession

I feel like never coming home.

Confession

I really hate when you don't say goodbye. Good luck with your girl. I mean it and don't mean in. I'm still so in love with you, and you seem to have no idea. Let me go so I can get past this.

Confession

I enjoy the challenge and uncertainty of the chase more than I do getting the guy...

Confession

I regret taking the work promotion because I barely get to see my family now.

Confession

I love my husband more than my children...is that a bad thing?

Confession

I regret always pointing out when my children misbehaved and failed at something, and never acknowledging when they actually did do something right.

Confession

I think I'm going to force myself to restrict more with my food. Get up, take my metabolism pill, eat a banana, drink a bottle of water and eat nothing else for the rest of the day. I have this goal to lose 50 pounds by summer. And I will by all cost reach that goal. Even if that means bringing back my old habits. No matter what, I will be skinny and look good by summer of 2010!

Confession

I know you cheated on me and I broke up with you...but if you still love me I would give us a second chance.

Confession

I thought you were my better half, but I guess we were both each other's worst half...

Confession

I've started eating healthy lately and people think that's why I've lost so much weight but what they don't know is that I had my stomach stapled a couple of months ago.

Confession

I smoke, drink and party all the time, because I live in the moment and I'd rather die young than grow old and have wrinkles and be ugly.

Confession

My sister got breast implants before we moved to a new town, and everyone's always commenting on her big chest and how she great she looks. It bothers me because sometimes people even look at her chest and then look at mine and ask if we're related. It was really starting to get on my nerves so I told a few people that her beasts are fake, which is why they are so much larger than mine. Little did I know that telling a few people would spark a rumor that would make its way back to my sister. She has no idea how the rumor started and I don't plan on telling her.

Confession

I love my mother but it drives me nuts that she calls me four times a day, every day! I don't always answer when she calls but she still doesn't get the hint.

Confession

Nudity is the most awkward thing ever to me. I hate being nude so much. To get nude in front of anyone is nerve racking for me. I'm a seventeen year old girl. I had sex with a girl, it was awkward and I know it was bad, I did it so people would leave me alone about not having had sex. I still feel uncomfortable about it. I feel alienated from my friends because of the issue I have with nudity.

Confession

I'm falling in love with a woman but I'm not sure if its too soon to tell her how I feel. I'm scared to death it will end before it really begins.

Confession

I'm afraid of getting married because I don't believe in divorce and the guilt and shame would kill me if I got married and things ended in divorce in the future, so I keep postponing my wedding using various excuses...no ones caught on...yet...

Confession

I've always wanted to be a painter but I became a lawyer because my parents have always wanted me to become a lawyer and they would never accept my wanting to be a painter.

Confession

I'm afraid that my daughter will never forgive me for leaving her when she was only 10 years old.

Confession

My husband cheated on my but I forgave him because I know that I love him too much to be able to live without him. I'm scared of my family finding out because they would never forgive my husband and they wouldn't understand why I would forgive him.

Confession

I regret losing my virginity with you because since we've broken up I've realized that you never really did love me like you pretended.

Confession

I thought you were the greatest thing that ever happened to me, until you went and cheated on me.

Confession

My boyfriend ruffed me up last week and I didn't want my family to know so I told them that I was mugged in a parking lot when I was going to my car.

Confession

My mother recently remarried and I just can't warm up to my new step father. There is something about him that creeps me out and I just get a bad vibe from him but I'm scared if I said something to my mother that she would just end up pushing me away.

Confession

I'm scared that when I finally get married I'll be too old to have children.

Confession

I purposely don't answer when you call sometimes so that I don't seem too available.

Confession

I'm getting married in a week and I'm scared to death that my fiance will get cold feet and call the wedding off the night before or not end up showing up at the church on our wedding day.

Confession

I want a divorce but I don't think I'll ever have the guts to actually get one.

Confession

I've tried so many diets and nothing works. I weighed myself the other day and I gained 5 pounds in 2 days even though I'm on a diet. I can't take it anymore and yesterday I broke my diet and ate a cake and a bag of chips and then I cried for an hour feeling guilty because I gave in.

Confession

I wish I could tell you how much I love you.

Confession

I've started having feelings for a guy the past few months and last week he told me he loves me. The problem is that I have a boyfriend and even though I don't want to be with him anymore I can't just end it with him that easily because he's abusive. I'm scared that if I leave my boyfriend for another guy he'll go find the other guy and beat the life out of him. So I told him he should forget about me and that I don't love him back. I hope that whenever I get out of this relationship that it won't be to late for us, and that he'll still be there waiting for me.

Confession

Most of the guys I've dated have been complete jerks. My current boyfriend is great and nothing like the guys I've dated before, but I've gone through so much with other guys that I'm scared and I know I'm holding back because at the back of my mind I think that it's too good to be true and that he'll end up turning out like the rest of them.

Confession

I wish I had a sister so that I could have someone who would understand me and my family.

Confession

I'm scared of being alone so I cling on to any guy willing to be with me just to ease my fears.

Confession

I work 13 hours a day because I'm scared of sitting down and realizing how fast life is passing me by.

Confession

I started going gray when I was 13 years old. I've been coloring my hair since then and only my mother knows that at 23 my hair is completely gray and has been since I was 16.

Confession

I prefer my vibrator over having sex with my husband.

Confession

I'm scared of growing old alone.

Confession

I've been working as an undercover cop for the past few months and it's been the hardest time of my life. I can't tell my family the truth and they are very judgmental. I was addicted to drugs for a while and since then I have gotten clean and joined the police. Because I have first hand knowledge of the drug world they chose me to go undercover. My family has no idea and they think that I've just gotten sucked into the criminal world and they've cut me off. My family is all I have and it hurts to think that as long as I am working undercover I have lost my family.

Confession

I regret sleeping with a guy I've been in love with for a year because I know he'll never think of me seriously now...

Confession

I used to be an addict and recently one of my friends started using and even though I've been clean for a few years I am beginning to feel like the temptation is going to get the better of me...

Confession

My husband wants to wait a few years before we have kids, but I rather have them now rather than later...so I've been trying different things so that I can "accidentally" get pregnant..

Confession

I've met a guy online but I can't tell anyone about it because I know my friends and family wouldn't approve.

Confession

I secretly hate my father for everything he has put us through.

Confession

My aunt gave me a pearl necklace to wear to my friend's wedding, because I don't have much jewelry. I had quite a bit to drink at the wedding and when I woke up the next day the necklace was missing. I looked everywhere and even called the hall but it's nowhere. She's called me twice since then but I purposely ignored the calls. I have no idea how to tell her I lost her favorite necklace and it will take months for me to save up the money to buy a new one.

Confession

On Monday when my husband is at work, I will be meeting a man I've fallen for, which will be the beginning of our affair.

Confession

I've secretly been picking my nose and eating it for as long as I can remember.

Confession

My husband is starting to go gray and refuses to color his hair so I've been putting small amounts of hair dye in his shampoo for the last few weeks and the graying has stopped now...

Confession

I am very jealous of my younger sister. Everything seems to come easier for her. She's very talented and smart. Everything that I'm not. She's also a stick compared to me. She used to be chubby and she worked hard to lose a lot of weight. She always has guys/girls always wanting her. It honestly makes me feel like shit. Because I'm honestly fat, I weigh 170 to her 100 pounds. I never have any luck finding a significant other. Sometimes I find a guy/girl that likes me until they see my sister and then there like "she's so gorgeous. How old is she? What's her number?" She's only 15 and I'm 19 and I guess it makes me jealous bc the guys I LIKE want her. She's everything I've always wanted to be. Thin, successful, beautiful, smart... I feel I'll never be as good as her. I'm fat, I'm not smart at all, I don't feel beautiful. I try not to show that I'm jealous, because don't get me wrong she's my best friend who I love dearly, but sometimes I wish I was dealt with a nice hand of cards and be just as happy as her...

Confession

My boyfriend treats me great and he worships me, but I still fall asleep thinking about my ex boyfriend, even though he used to get physical with me sometimes.

Confession

There are days where so much shit goes wrong, I just cross my fingers and pray that I don't wake up. I seriously squeeze my eyes so tight together, to the point that they hurt, and think about how dying would be so much easier than this. But, all I know is that it's going to get better. I don't know when, I don't know how, I just simply know it is. Sometimes, I just want to shut the world off; the noises, the cars beeping, the people yelling. I don't want to listen. I want to scream, until I have lost my voice, because I am losing my sanity. I never wanted any of this, ever.

Confession

I'm scared that someone might be stalking me. Out of nowhere these past few weeks I keep seeing the same guy in a bunch of different places. I work in retail and the first time I saw him was when I was at work. Ever since I've seen him at a restaurant I went to twice, and he was their both times, at my university a few times, and even at another mall. It's creeping me out because I live in a big city and it's almost impossible to randomly run in to people, and he's probably 40 or older so its weird that he would even be at a university. I haven't seen him near my house, yet, so I can at least feel safe at house, but every time I'm out in public I'm always looking over my shoulders.

Confession

I overheard my best friend talking to another friend about how she has feelings for my boyfriend. I can't trust her anymore, and can't believe that she would go around telling everyone but me.

Confession

My mom kicked me out of the house because she thinks I'm doing drugs...If only she knew the drugs weren't mine and that they're my brothers, her perfect little boy who never does anything wrong.

Confession

I just found out I was adopted and I've been secretly looking for my biological parents ever since I found out...I have a great family but I guess you just can't help but want to know your biological roots, no matter how bad they could possibly be.

Confession

My mom will randomly disappear for days on end and its been going on for as long as I can remember. I have no idea where she disappears to and I've never asked because it's sort of understand that it's a subject we don't talk about. I'm not 10 years old though now, and this secrets getting to be a bit much. She would never tell me so I think I might have to follow her out one of these days...

Confession

Someone broke in to our house last week and stole all our electronics including my external hard drive which had sexy videos of my girlfriend on it. Now I'm freaking out because they weren't password protect and whoever stole it has probably already seen them. I'm worried that they might send them out on the internet or upload them to websites where anyone could see them. I haven't told my girlfriend yet because I don't know how to tell her without her freaking out and getting histerical.

Confession

I heard my parents talking about how I was an accident, and how their lives would have been so much easier if my mother hadn't accidentally gotten pregnant with me. I've always felt really loved but now I wonder if it's more of an act than a genuine emotion.

Confession

My best friend moved away for university and she slowly stopped answering my calls and messages. It hurts to think how so many years of friendship could so easily be forgotten.

Confession

I think I'd be relieved if my father died. Our lives would be simpler without him around.

Confession

I'm scared of intimacy so I purposely seek out long distance relationships so I can have someone to talk to without having to worry about getting intimate.

Confession

I was pissed at my sister the other day for something she did to me so I purposely wet the floor outside her bedroom door. Less than a half hour later I heard a banging sound and came out and saw her laying on the floor. Her left leg is half bruised and I secretly smile every time I see the bruise.

Confession

For the last 6 months I've been in love with my boyfriend's older brother. I go over to his house often just so that I can see his brother.

Confession

I lied about my religion so my boyfriend would date me.