Friday, December 18, 2009

Confession

I feel like I send too many confessions/regrets/worries/insecurities to Confessions of Eden. But I know that there's not many people I can trust with what I need to let go of. So here's another one. I'm seventeen, but I feel like I'm in the career of psychology, and my friends are my clients. I don't know how much longer I can keep trying to keep them happy without bull shitting my way through it. I know they are so sick of hearing the "I'm sorry's" and "It'll get better's", "You just have to keep trying's." But I don't know what else to tell them, and it makes me feel terrible.